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20 December 2009 - [LOVE?]

2009-12-20T20:20:00.004+08:00

I've never meant to cause any troubles for your relationship.
But it seems like she don't really treasure You that much.
Might as well I break the both of You up, it's better that way.
I don't want to see her sad, but I think I've fallen in Love.
I'm so sorry, but I have fallen in Love with the only You.

17 December 2009 - [88'th post]

2009-12-17T18:46:00.007+08:00

Eyy, daa cukop uhr aqu taq besar besarkan perkare, behy kaw mau cakap aqu takdeh cara semue? Pukimakkau laa! Kalau aqu takdeh cara, aqu daa besarkan niy perkare. BUTO! Kaw daa tembak aqu sembarangan, behy kaw cabot satu tempat. Aqu mau jumpe kaw, kaw kecot. Next time aqu pump kan kaw kae boyy? Berani bwat, berani tanggong uhr sial! Kalaq aqu berani berhadapan dengan kaw sorang diri, asal kaw taq berani siol? Kiwak! Kalaw kaw sendiri takdeh cara, takmau berbual pasal cara dan adat dengan aqu kae? Cibai, laen kali kalaw orang mintak jumpe, taq perlu picet kawan suruh ikot laa sial. Takda buah pey jantan! Buah kaw kener sedut binatang per siol? Buto urh, mau meet anytime eyy. Eyy ingat urh eyy, kalaw aqu takdeh cara, siang siang lagy aqu daa carik kaw. Perkare keciq siak. Seriously, takdeh gunenye kaw biken kecoh pasal niy bende bodoh. Bodoh pey jantan! Otak takda pakai!
Ohh, kaw daa malukan aqu depan kawan kaw kan? Sekarang, aqu malukan kaw baleq alright? Kawan-kawan, kalau naq tau kisah Hud dengan orang atas tuu, bace yang dekat bawah alright? Hud naq dier rase malu! TY! ^^

Kisah niy, tentang Hud dengan Man. We were close, and we barely fight. One day, entah kenape, Man told Zairi that I told her girlfriend[Nina] to break up with Zairi. Hud sendiri taq rapat dengan Nina, then Hud kene tuduh tuu macam. Apparently, at the same time, Man told Nina that I was having a relationship with Zairi. WAAAA!~ And so, both Zairi and Nina texted, and threw all those dirty words at me, padahal Hud taq bwat salah. Walande, Hud daa hot satu macam. Kae, then I explained things to Nina and Zairi, and at last they apologised. Then, I contacted Man asking him to say sorry to Nina and Zairi, since he have made a situation. But then, dier takmau sebab dier taknak adeh hal dengan Zairi. Pakse punye pakse, dier tetap taknak jumpe Zairi. Then, Hud naq jumpe dier. Niat Hud, naq betolkan masalah niy laa. Dapat tau dari orang laen yang Man ajak kawan dier skali. Tapi. on that day yang kiteh mau jumpe, Hud call dier, tapi dier tak angkat. GEREKK laa. Sampai sekarang, tak dapat contact dier. Then, my bestfriend texted me saying that Man went around saying yng Hud takdeh cara pasal besarkan perkare niy[?] Great laa kan. Dengar dengar Hud besarkan perkare perr! Buto pey jantan! WAAA, at last, bukan sahaje Hud yang geram pat Man. Zairi dan Nina pon tengah carik Man.

Niy uhhh, anak jantan kepade Rahimi! Lu bwat malu keluarga laa RAHMAN! Baleq rumah, pii potong kaw pey buah suaa! Perangai DOGGG! PFFT!~ Aqu daa malas mau pikirkan hal niy, aqu lepas tangan alright? Ape ape pon, itu tak bermaksod Aqif nan Ninatot daa stop carik kaw. Itu aqu taq tawu laa kan. Ape ape kaw takecare suaaaa! Ohh, kalau aqu jumpe kaw pat luar, beware alright? Mane laa tau, kot kot aqu peyy suarrrr datang. BOOOO!~ -.-"

Anyway, I'm going off for two days tomorrow. :D Do miss me alright? YEAYYYY!~ Goodbye!
pee/ass: this is my 88'th post. :D

16 December 2009 - [6th Monthsary]

2009-12-16T14:04:00.006+08:00

I don't dread not having a boyfriend, because as far as I'm concerned, I can't trust any guys right now. Though I Love someone right not, it doesn't really bothers me, knowing that some day, I might just have a much better companion that him. Ohh, I don't mind people saying that I'm flirting around with some guys, because flirting, to me is making friends with an opposite sex.
So dearest [B]itch [B]estfriend, call me whatever You want alright? Hehs.

In another junction of my life, I've made up my mind to having close relationship with Him because I feel bad about them. Ohh, I wouldn't want people to call me a boyfriend snatcher. Wait, I don't Love him alright. It's just that, I don't want anyone to have this little misunderstanding towards our little too close relationship.
- Zahra knows.

And then, to Ex-Boyfriend/Bestfriend/Boyfriend, I totally have no idea what's up with our relationship. You don't mind me, having some other guys in my heart and that makes You my Ex-Boyfriend. And then, You gave me advices for my daily life and that makes You my bestfriend. Ohh, I could still remember that night when You asked for a patch up. I rejected You right, or have I accepted You back? Because, it seems like the way we're talking is way different that an EX, or a bestfriend. So You're my boyfriend, eh? BOOOOOO!~ I'm still not into relationships.
- Adibah knows.

Babies, it's the SIXTEEN today. Hahah! Happy 6th Monthsary eyy Ex-Boyfriend! :D If only we could last this long, I would have made a curve on my lips. [It's a smile, for some idiots out there] PFFT!~ My growing baby is already 3 months old.
- Amirruddin Khan knows.

I'll update more at night alright? :D Goodbye.

15 December 2009 - [Messenger]

2009-12-15T19:25:00.007+08:00

I don't know why, but I don't seem to have the mood to update.
Likewise, someone wanted me to post a perfect post.
BOOOOO!~
I went out with Momma yesterday to buy my school books.
Aha! I bumped into Hanafi Bestf and Nazrie.
Momma thought that I've already made those meet-up plans.
Cab-ed home and I got back to bed again.
Hehs, I woke up at around 4 P.M and slept at 1 plus.
On the phone with bestfriend and he suddenly got weird, and he hung up.
I slept till today.

I met dearest Loves at Man Fut Tong earlier.
Hehs, I got to meet those whom I missed.
Walande! Dah lamer taq jumper Suhairi oiyt! :DDDDD
Kae, got back home.
Someone on MSN said something stupid, NUTCASE HOI KAW!
[You know who You are laa kan!] :D

It seems like HE won't say that HE got a girlfriend.
He's a bad bad boyfriend horrrr!
Kae, I feel bad for his girlfriend. How eh? :(

14 December 2009 - [Look!]

2009-12-14T18:57:00.005+08:00

Ohh, look at my tagboard! [Screams!]

13 December 2009 - [?]

2009-12-13T21:58:00.005+08:00

Ey Buto, kaw saketkan hati salah orang laa eyh! Aku tak pasal urh eyy kalau kau mau biken aku niy macam. Siket pon takda heran! Kawan macam kau, sebelah longkang pon dah boley dapat laa eyh! Kalau kau pikir dengan care kau ni, kau bole tenggelam kan aku, maaf. Kau salah orang.
Sebelum aku dapat tau niy semue, aku sanjung dan respect kau. Tapi sekarang daa tak lagy. Sumpah, aku tak halalkan makan dan minum kau. Sumpah, aku tak ikhlaskan segale-galenye. Selagi kau tak datang pat aku, mintak maaf, selagi tu, AKU TAK AKAN HALALKAN! Ohh, kau pon daa tak kesah kan? Mesti urh, kau kan binatang. Sepatutnye, manusia jenis kau dibakar hidup-hidup.
Cibai, buang mase ku jek berkawan baek dengan kau selame 6 bulan. Kiwakkkkk! I could have be friends with some other people, who is much more worthy to be my friend. Unlike You, whom I wish will die very very very soon. Pukimakkau laa eyh. Kesian mak kau lahirkan anak tak gune macam kau. Agaknye, kau anak setan kot. ~ Kau pi balek, tanam muke kau dalam-dalam suaaa!
Ehy, dan jikalau satu hari nanti, kau mau berdamai dengan aku, terime kaseh je laa iyer. Kau pii mampos sua! && Biler tengah jalan, toleh kiri dan kanan kae budak. Jangan cakap aku tak bagi warning tau! Iye laa, mane tau nanti satu hari ade apeape jadik pat kau. Wansueyyy eyh budakkk!
pee/ass: Wa takda heran same lu! Buto urh, buto! Lu relax one corner suaaa!

Pukimakkau! Kau ajar dier niy semue per sial? Jadik, sekarang dier giniy pasal kau uhs? Great job lah sial! WAAAAA! Perangai sungguh tidak diperlukan laa pukimak! Mintak kene biken sial! Buto, kau pergi baleq rumah kau, pergi isap konekk bapak kau suaa! -.-"

Ohh, You people haven't seen me this mad before kan? Nak tengok sangat kan Hud jadik minah rep? Urh tuu, bace urh. Macam minah rep sial kan? WAAAAAA! Fucking don't care siol.

13 December 2009 - [2 Day Post]

2009-12-13T18:57:00.004+08:00

I've had a tiring two day and I'm glad that I've arrived home.
Had a rewang session at Sembawang and it was sure super boring.
Ohh, the girls and boys there were like momma/daddy's child.
There was no work to be done, and by any case, I was lazy to do them.
Hehs, onthephone with those friends, until my handphone drop dead.
Waohhhh! I ended up using Momma's phone next.
Stayed there until 3 A.M and proceeded back home.
Jyeah, Khalid hawt tapi dier satsat liao.
Ohh, I forgot to mention that he said byebye to me in the car. Haha!
Adibahhhhh, itu dier smile tuuu! :DDDD

Slept at nearly 4 A.M, but woke up at 11.
Walande! Swear, not enough sleep! :(((
Went to Sembawang again and followed to the bride's house.
Kae, mat rep sungguh ramai.
The name of the Kompang Group is Putra Remaja.
Weird enough, the group wear kain and it's as though dorang mau sunat!
I was laughing together with Momma. Hehs. :DDDD
The food, boleh lah tahan and Adibah aqu terpikat pat itu Khalid!
Waaaa, he's dark though and he's big and he smokes, but he's a mat rep.
Alermakkkkkk! :)

Kae, I've got enough of typing.
Goodbye!
pee/ass: I told him that I've once fell for him.

12 December 2009 - [Death Survey]

2009-12-12T16:37:00.002+08:00

I bumped into this survey about death and I filled them up.
Ohh, read on alright? :)

1) If God gives You the opportunity to choose the date for your own death, what date will it be?
- I'm not sure, I wouldn't want to leave my Momma and Daddy.

2) If God made You choose a friend to follow You to heaven, who will it be?
- I'd rather go there alone, rather than bringing my friend along.

3) If God gave You the opportunity to take ones life, who will it be?
- Huh? You mean kill someone? It would be ...

4) Will You donate any part of your organ if You die?
- I want my full body to be buried. [That means N-O!]

5) If one of your family died, will You follow suit?
- No thanks. I believe that I will die when the time comes. :D

6) If God gives You the opportunity to trade your life with a dead one, who will it be?
- Hehs, exchange life with someone dead? Err, my grandfather.

7) What if one day, You got to know that You're dying soon?
- Redha kepada Allah.

8) Will You ever commit suicide?
- Only stupid people does, and I'm not stupid!

9) Will You kill someone You hate the most?
- No, murdering is a bigbigbig sin.

10) One last wish if today is the last day You live.
- "Please takecare of Cik Mas, Cik Laili dan Abang Taufik."

11 December 2009 - [My Nightmare]

2009-12-11T19:08:00.003+08:00

I had a tormenting experiance getting to sleep yesterday.
It was super hot, though my fan was still working.
And on the other hand, I was having a conflict with ex boyfriend.
We managed to sort things out though, and thanks Adibah for the listening ears.
I had horrible nightmare that made me cry in my bed. :(

Ex boyfriend called me up to ask if it's possible for us to get back again.
Likewise, he have never knew that I still couldn't get rid of ZBK.
Hence, I told me of my current situation, and I we ended up quarelling.
At last, we managed to get hold of things and eventually everything went right.
As for my current status, I shall not state it here. Ask me.

I swearr it was a horible nightmare last night, really horrible.
It was a nightmare that I've never wanted to dream of.
I dreamt of funeral of a loved one, yet I was the one and only person there.
Yes, the very person I Love died and no one attended his funeral.
It made me burst into tears when I woke up.
By then, I was really worried/scared for what I dreamt of.

I met my Love[s] today and I wasn't really in the mood.
I woke up at 1 plus and then off I went to Causeway with Aunt and Cousin.
Then, bus-ed off to Man Fut Tong and I happened to let go of my tears.
Jyeah, at some point of time, they were talking about death/funeral.
I told them to shut up and yes they did. I was relieved.
Talked to Adibah and told her everything, and that was when I felt small.
I won't bother elaborating more, I'm not in the mood.

Goodbye.

Babyy, thanks for all those cheering up words meant for me, though I know that at some point of time You were mad and disappointed. Really, my intention telling You what I was going through was to let You know that besides your presence in my heart, there was someone else whom have been in my heart for all so long. I'm sorry, really sorry.
Perhaps in your eyes, You would have said that I make a good girlfriend. I believe that I'm in no position to compliment myself. But, I thank you though for making me believe that at least, apart from those people who have never treasured my Love, there was one or two that did. Thank you.
Don't worry about my alright? Afterall, You and I, we're still together. Yes, I Love You too, but at the same time, I have to divide my Love and You know what I meant. Babyy, I Love You and thanks for believing in me, though I have disappoint You for umpteen times. :)

10 December 2009 - [Momma Loves]

2009-12-10T16:38:00.003+08:00

Guys this days only knows how to flirt.
WOAHHHHH! And some guys are just plain morons.
Terase? Itu kau punye pasal. Hehs. :D
I'm not refering to my friends in particular.

How greattt, I'm having a stomach-ache since morning.
I guess, Mr. Monthly should be here anytime. :(
Fuck, I have to follow Momma out for the next three days.
Friday Evening, Saturday Evening and the whole of Sunday.
But still, I gave her some conditions, and certainly, she just have agree!
Told her that I want full freedon for three days SINCE she took mine.
19 December to Marina Barrage, 26 December for 88's pit and 29 December!
And I told her I want her to cook for 88's pit. :DDD

&&&& I Love my Momma because she bought me a pair of GREEN sneakers without complaining. Hhes. :D

9 December 2009 - [20 More Days!]

2009-12-09T18:59:00.001+08:00

I had an awesome time talking to ex-boyfriend last night.
We were talking alottttt of things, that nothing stays in my mind.
But one thing for sure, we were talking about Twilight and New Moon.
And apparently both of us agrees that Twilight's better, and Laurent looks hotter with his short hair.
Then, gossip-ed about one hundred and one things. :X
Hehs, guys do know how to gossip too, not only girls and that proves it! YEAYY!
Not to mention, I was on the phone with him while texting 3 people.
Kae, ferst time hoi kecohxz gitu macam! Serious!
Just when I am about to talk to ex-boyfriend on the phone, I received a text.
At last, I gave up and I said byebye to all. Hehs. :DDDDD
Woahhh, I miss alot of people! Haiyahhhhh!

Went out to meet friends today.
Seriously, mendakk giler teramat sangat hoii! PFFT!
Then, proceeded over to Man Fut Tong to meet Kaki-Gerekk.
So much so for saying adeh ramai orang kat sane! WOAHHHH!
And so, I had this little conversation / plan with AhRain, Am, Jasri and Eiiqah.
A plan to bring Mira down. Hehs, [insertevillaugh]
Then, the guys went off to Changi leaving us behind.
Ohh, Jasri was being a nutcase for the one whole day and Mira was there too!
Shittt, did I mention that the RC is under construction? WOAHHH! :(
And I haven't meet ZBK since I don't know when.
Fuck him betol! :(

I've realised that I'm going to be fifteen in another 20 more day. YEAYYY!
I want my presents ey korang! Kae, Hud prangai!
Someone offered a kiss as my birthday present! Cheyyy, maot pahhs?
And I confessed somehthing to [someone] yesterday, and he ended up confessing the exact some thing to me.
That part, I know, He know public don't know!

Ohh, Tabitha is out from Singapore Idol, like whatthefcuk sey!
It should either be Sylvia or Sezairi but in this case I support Sezairi.
Voters are so unfair mahnxz! Tabitha should be in! :(
Okeyh, I'm done posting!

Babyyyyy, yang adeh masalah dengan perempuan tu, I, bukan You.
Yang mula carik pasal/tuduh sembarangan tu I.
Jadik memang perempuan tu ade hak nak marah I.
Yang U pula tibe tibe geram dekat perempuan tu asal?
Yang U geram sebab I pergi mintak maaf pat perempuan tu dah apersal pulak?
Dah I buat salah, memang patut lah I mintak maaf.
Dah buat salah, takkan nak campak tata-tertib[chey!] satu tempat lah kan.
I pon got my own ways and when I know I'm at wrong, I say sorry.
Kesimpulannye, U takmau lah tibe tibe buat kecoh, kae babyyy? Hahaha!

8 December 2009 - [3S3]

2009-12-08T21:34:00.004+08:00

Yes, I know that it's a complete waste uploading this picture.
But I swearrrrrrr! I miss that person in the last row. :((((((
<> That second guy from the left.

[Now I feel like a baby, preparing to cry. Boohoo!]

8 December 2009 - [2 Day Post]

2009-12-08T12:41:00.002+08:00

Wells, hello cats and dog! :D
Ohh, that reminded me of catdog. PFFT!
Meanwhile, I've not been updating for the last two days.
And so, I shall update today.
I reckon that this post will be long, so just read. :D

Sunday, went to Sembawang Beach with family.
It was to celebrate Cousin Syazwan / Cousin Hidir / Uncle Shahdan's birthday.
Kecoh maha kecohhh!
Sadly, there were a time in which it rained.
But, it was only raining kittens and puppies. Hhaha!
I sure had fun with fellow cousins. :D

Yesterday, went over to Causeway Point to buy my Ports Hub.
Then met Amirul Azmi and Fauzee outside Causeway Point and off we went to MFT.
They continued on playing soccer and then proceeded back to RC.
Kae, I'm done! :D

6 December 2009 - [Friend]

2009-12-06T19:14:00.003+08:00

from friends > bestfriends > strangers > friends
> MORE than bestfriends > friends > strangers.

It's really difficult to explain how I feel when it comes to situation like this.
Sometimes You're in, and sometimes You're out.
I've been treating you more than just as a bestfriend and suddenly You disappeared.
Really, I put hopes on You and I thought things will turn out way better than this.
Apparently, I was wrong and I'm wrong in judging things quickly.
Now, we're back to being strangers again.
There's not a single calll fron You and neither was there any messages from You.
I guess, You simply had to go. Sorry!
I'll just put it into a sentence alright?
Eversince I had a break-up with ZBK, You're the only guy that managed to open up the gate which leads to my heart.
Hehs, nevermind. I don't really mind. :D
This incident doesn't pull me down, and it made me stronger.
And if I wasn't strong enough, I would have cried my hearts out.
YEAYYY! I didn't and I'm strongggg! :D

5 December 2009 - [Out Of Randomness]

2009-12-05T17:23:00.000+08:00

LOVE is the most fragile thing that God have ever gave to us.

It's just like a story that will end up like Romeo & Juliet.

One wrong move will just stain your heart with anger and regret.

To make things much more worst, You'll simply end up with a shattered heart.

You could eventually move on to the next chapter.

But are You sure, You'll forget each and every conflict that occured?

It will probably just mingle around deep inside your heart.

Because, it's ain't easy to be forgotten.

Might as well say that we ourselves are much more better alone.

But are we really that strong?

Everyone relies on everyone else.

Try banging you head on the wall until it bleeds and see if You need help.

Screw your ass if You say no, because we really need someone.

And so, say that you can be alone.

Might as well say that You shut LOVE from you life.

Jealousy is a form of LOVE whereas Overly protective is a form of obsession.

Be in LOVE, and not obsessed.

Treasure what You have in life and what You have in the world.

Because nothing in the world stays forever.

Nothing, really.

And so, say I LOVE You and really really mean it.

Because, everything might be gone by tomorrow.

Yes, we people make choices everytime, every single day.

But LOVE, i must say, is the most hardest decision to make.

You can choose to hate, it wouldn't matter much.

But LOVE, and You'll then understand the Ups & Downs of the real thing.

This was what I wrote at my previous blog, buildingdreamland-withyou.bs.com

Click for Yesterday's Pictures.

5 December 2009 - [Snap Shots-041209]

2009-12-05T17:09:00.004+08:00

That's Shafiqah! :DD ^^

That Hadi Nurhakim. [4][1][4] punya! Hehs. ^^

Itu Farhat. Annoying, tapi Gerek. ^^

Itu Amirruddin Khan! [And I got Your name right!] ^^

4 December 2009 - [3 Day Post]

2009-12-04T19:08:00.002+08:00

It's been two days since I've had a perfect post.
Thus, I shall be posting one today.

2nd December:
Happy Birthday Suraya and Izwan.
Ohh, I went out to meet Love(s) at Man Fut Tong.
Main intention was to meet Faa to take the memory card reader.
Kirekan, sambil menyelam minum air gitu lohh.
I got to meet Am. Hehs, rindu sama itu jantan.
Kae, proceeded back home soon after I got my memory card reader.
Did I mention that there was a girl named Mira there?
Read on.

3rd December:
Went to Man Fut Tong again, and this time, there was only a few people.
Ohh, itu Mira ada lagy. PFFT!
Perangai dier sungguh tak perlu lah kan.
Memang sajak lah tu orang panggil dier catdog. Hehs.
Ohh, I had some laughing moments when Farhat was around.
Seriously, he made my day. :D
Then, Momma treated us to KFC. Hehs, boncet sungguh!

4th December:
Momma bought KFC again! :D
Anak anak nye gembira, swearrrrr!
I wasn't supposed to go out today, but I simply did.
Met Eiiqah/Sha/Faa at Causeway Point to watch the Sesame Street Show.
Then bus-ed of to Blk 414 to meet Love(s).
And as usual, they made me laugh.
Itu catdog takda hoi!
Kae, I'm done.

2 December 2009 - [Ini karut, tapi ada yang benar!]

2009-12-02T12:45:00.014+08:00

I was bored and I have nothing better to do.
I feel like I want to blabber about some nonesensical stuff.
Kae goooooooo!~
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It's December, aren't You just excited?
In less than one month, I will become the proud happiest fifteen year old teenager.
YEAYYYYYY!
There's alottttt if thing I want. I want this and that and this and this and that.
Keep reading.
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I want [Z]ack [B]ee [K]ay to wish me, and that's for sure.
Itu ultimate wish laa kirekan. Hehs. :D
If he doesn't wish me, I swear I will knock my head on the wall. Chey!
I want to go on the flying fox! I want to flyyyyyyy!
Hmm, can I bathe at the volcano? I want, I want!, I want, I want! :D
The mud, they say ververyyyy good! Hehs.
Are you still reading?
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Somemore, I want many and many and manyyyyy presents.
Can I have a kiss too?
And I want to have a cake of three stories high during the celebration.
Konon nak act-act kahwin gitu laa. Berangan! :D
Ohhh, I want to have a television set bigger than the classroom and cinema projector!
It keeps going down the list.
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I want to swim in deepest ocean to look for the biggest and scariest monster.
But, I know later I drown. How eh?
I want to fight off aliens when they come to Earth.
I will fight them with my water-gun. YEAYYYY!
Andand, last but not least, I want to celebrate my birthday at Marina Platform.
Keep on reading, I can't seem to stop talking craps!
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Have I ever mention that I stopped drinking milk when I was in Primary 3?
Believe it or not, it's true. If You believe it's true!
And I've once fell for Deepak! *EWWWWWWWW!
Itu total crap siaaa!
Kae, I've never tasted yoghurt, it tastes like rubbish.
Hehs, belum try dah cakap tak sedap.
It goes on.
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Cousin Eiiqah veryyyyyyy irritating.
Wahhh! Itu sungguh teramat sangat terlalu paling random sekali.
And I love Amirul Azmi! :D
Have You ever hugged Amir? I've hugged him before.
I swearrrrrrr, he's a total nutcase. Hehe.
There's more coming!
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Brother bought me a new watch because he lost my watch and he doesn't admit.
I feel like hammering his toes on a pizza!
Disgusting pahhh?
And Sharieana have just online-ed. Hehs,
Read on okay?
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I miss Shadiqin! If You think I really miss him! Hehs,
Ohhh, I want to enter the boxing federation can? I don't care, I want! :D
Adib Erwin is very cute mahnxz!
Alamakkkkk! I'm starting to miss Sufiliyana! :((
It's going to end soon.
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I want to go Japan.
Hydar anak Yunus sungguh irritating siakkkkk!
I love pig. Itu fake aje! Hehs.
I'm imagining Jasri's expression is his teeth were to breakkk into half again. OOPS!
And what willl Bem look like if he were small sized?
Fathin Idayu and Mahathir just online-ed.
It's ending, really!
.
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.
.
.
Imagine if Amir has a bald head. Can't imagine hoi!
And what if Aidil Sempoi had a fair skin?
Confirm sachokkkkkk punya! Betol, tak bedek. Kalau kau pikir aku bedek. :D
And I want back my smiley faced watch! Out of context siol!
I told you it's ending.
.
.
Mampos aku kalau Eiiqah/Amir/Jas bace. Taknak continue lagy uhs! Hehe.
Bye giraffes and zebras! :D

1 Decmber 2009 - [Sentosa]

2009-12-01T22:13:00.001+08:00

Wells, I'm back from Sentosa, Siloso Beach.
I woke up at 8 A.M but I fell asleep and I woke up at 8.30 A.M.
Hehs, meeting time was at 9 A.M, but too bad, they just had to wait.
Meanwhile, I paitao-ed Eiiqah in not wearing that skirt.
Train-ed to Dhoby Ghaut then Harbourfront.
Took the tram and arrived at Emerald Pavillion.
Sat for quite a while and played the games.
Case maen tipu hoi!
I threw away one of the oranges, when we were supposed to eat ALL. :D
Then, took the skyride and the played on the luge.
Swearrrrrr, Cousin Eiiqah was shouting on top of her lungs.
I was in some mundane situation when I didn't know what to do.
Train-ed back to Woodlands.
Sharing activity with the girls, and I was half-conscious.
Headed down to Causeway Point / Bazaar and home sweet home.
I'll upload the pictures soon.
pee/ass: He keeps starting/ending our conversation with hello baby/bye baby.

Some replies to the comment given by fellow friends.
Shamir: "Shuhadah is a bitch."
To Shamir: "Go tell that to your mother, she's a bitch"

Yvonne: "Your hair very curly curly."
To Yvonne: "And I like it that way" :D

Mahathir: "Ladies first, bitch last."
To Mahathir: "I'm not the bitch, since I went FIRST"

Seri: "Hudah, I can see that Kay is really precious to you."
To Seri: "Well, yes. VERY"

Aisyah: "Your eyes very distinctive, I mean when I look at your pictures, I will first see your eyes."
To Aisyah: "YEAYYY! I love my eyes"

Click for the pictures

1 December 2009 - [Snap Shots-Sentosa]

2009-12-01T21:39:00.004+08:00

Before I was Hyped-Out. Hehs. [I Love My Hair!] ^^

Sentosa, Siloso Beach. Dearest Ex-Classmates. ^^

We went for our Luge and Skyride. GEREKKKKKKK! ^^

Getting ready to get wet, at last, I didn't. [YEAYYYYY!] ^^

Camwhored after we got changed. Hehs. :D ^^

Self Obsession. Hehs, shuttup! :D ^^

On the way home. ^^

30 Nov 2009 - [H]

2009-11-30T17:42:00.007+08:00

Don't ask me "why?" or "what?".
I cant seem to find the reason myself.
I enjoy having [H]is company, yet it's still unsure.
We started of aku'kau-ing and later, realised that we're i'u-ing.
[H]e gave me back my smiles that was long gone.
Jyeah, [H]e's giving me hopes.
Apparently, I still couldn't forget about ZBK.
He still stayed permanent, and I've tried my best.
Now, I'm stucked between two.
Fuck it, I'm not satisfied. :((

I'm back after a tiring trip with Dearest Cousins.
We went for our swim, and I've had great fun with Dearest Cousins.
Bus-ed off to Causeway Point and went roaming in the Bazaar afterwards.
Hehs, Hud tak tau besok nak pakai ape. :D

Currently chatting with Azfar'KJ.
Hehs, itu budak kekek laa.
Thought of texting [H]im, but I wouldn't want to disturb [H]im.
&& Azfar and [H]im seems to be the only one calling me 'Hudah'.
How weird.

I'm looking forward to Sentosa Outing tomorrow.
Jangan paitao tawww korang!
I'm still unsure of what to wear.
Kae, goodbye! :D

A small litte part from my conversation with Mimie.
Mimie: AKU HAPPY UNTOK KO! haha.
Hud: -.- Asal pulakk kaq happy untuk aqu ?
Mimie: U've jumped one step in front in tryin to forget bout kay.
Hud: Apeh bende yng kaw merepekkk bodoh ?!
Mimie: Dulu kan ko tk ske mane2 laki. skrg ko dh suke, kn mcm gd gitu.
pee/ass: Give me time, I know I can forget about him. YEAYYYY!

28 Nov 2009 - [Happy Birthday Cousin!]

2009-11-28T17:01:00.006+08:00

YEAYYYYYY!~ Dah jumpe dahhhh!

I had serious fun with Family yesterday during Hari Raya Haji.
Ohh, Momma woke us up at 12 plus [eh?] and we got ready to got out.
Meanwhile, bus-ed off to Bedok wit Opit and got to meet Papa's side.
Settled down for quite a bit and then went out.
Hehs, took the taxi from Bedok to Woodlands to meet Momma's side.
Kecohxz teramat sangat liao!
Watched 'GEGEBO'. It was indeed very funny and everyone burst out laughing.
Around 6+, moved up to Auntie Ira's crib and she prepared for us Chicken Chop.
Got home at around 8+ and watched Nur Kasih and Imagine That.
Did some stuffs then it was bedtime.

I woke up at 1 today and watched Momok.
Hehs, it wasn't scary enough for me, and there were some unrelevant stuffs.
Ohh, I ended up laughing instead of feeling scared.
Jyeah, I won't be going out today.
Guess what, I've found my Eeyore that ZBK gave me.
Hehs, rupe-rupenye itu bende pat tempat Hud letak baju. [GRINS]
I'm done posting!

A small little part taken from my convo with [youdontneedtoknow]
[youdontneedtoknow]: Hahah , tgh bwat ape ?
Hud: Tgh mesg U !
[youdontneedtoknow]: Other than that .
Hud: Mean game Spongebob . Hahah .
[youdontneedtoknow]: Ouhh , i want to sleep ahr . (And I thought I was the one who is going to sleep first)
Hud: Hahah . Okeoke . Takkan I naq ckap taq bolekan . Hmm , goodnight . :D
[youdontneedtoknow]: Goodnight jer ? Haha .
Hud: Hmm , goodnight . Goodbye . Sweet dreams . Takecare . :D Mimpi I taw !
[youdontneedtoknow]: Tu jer ?! Smpai hati . Hmmpf , hees . (Dier pey gatal dah start)
Hud: (I was hesitant to give the 'nightnight' kiss) Ape ape ?! Hahah . I syng U . Kae dah ? Naq lagy ?
[youdontneedtoknow]: Yupp ! Hahaha ! (See, maseh taq cukup!)
Hud: (Still hesitant) I syng U bnyak bnyak .
[youdontneedtoknow]: Tak bnyk pon ! Haha !
Hud: Bnyak , cme U je yng taq sedar .
[youdontneedtoknow]: Sedar sehy , haha . Bnyk due kali jer . :D
Hud: Hahah ! 2 kali je , tapi memmg banyakk ! (Saye syng ZBK lebeh dari saye syng dier!)
[youdontneedtoknow]: Are u sure abt that ? Haha
Hud: Yup yup ! (Itu fake sahaje!)
[youdontneedtoknow]: Hahah , ouhkae ! Byebye !
Hud: Byebye laa syng oiy ! Hahah !
[youdontneedtoknow]: Hahah , bye !
pee/ass: Night Night Kiss is only meant for ZBK! Only ZBK. BOOOOOOO!~

26 Nov 2006 - [414]

2009-11-26T18:44:00.011+08:00

I hate D, for breaking his promise.
Before school reopens ehs?
Whatthefuck laa.

Jyeah, I'm back after meeting 88 and the rest.
But seriously, sungguh mendakk dan sungguh tak perlu.
I told them that I was going to go out at exactly 1.30 PM.
Itu mcam pham je! I bathed at 1.30 PM and got out from home at around 2 PM.
Hehs, arrived over at 414, ribotttt!
Searched high and low for dearest 88 and they were at BLK 415.
Settled some matters with fellow 414 people, and trust me, mereka sungguh tak perlu!
Cheyy, so much for 'nak piang', ended up, semue blahh.
Then, went to Teh Tarik House > Fuchun CC > 414 again.
Dah malas dah! Kae bye.

I miss my lost-ed Eeyore.
~~Setiap malam Hud gigit tu bende, abeh Eeyore hilang pulakkk!~~
Oh where, oh where can it be? :(((((((
Sedeh, betol taq bedekkk!

Seriously, I hate those girls whom changes guy like they're changing clothes.
At one point, she's with number one and at another point, she's with number two.
Contacting numerous of guys saying she L-O-V-E him, yet says she adores another.
While there's some girls out there, who simply heckcare about her breakup, saying that she can find a better guy.
Like HELLOOO! Do you girls even know what's L-O-V-E[?]
Hehs, I'm sure you don't because you did, you sure won't do things like this.
Ya, trust you for saying "he broke my heart" when actually you're playing with the guy's heart.
Please, don't L-O-V-E if you don't know how to L-O-V-E.
Stupid bitches!
And there's some girls whom cry and cry every single day about some guys out there.
I mean, it's OK to cry for certain reasons, but everytime[?], I don't think so.
"Korang dah bodoh per siol nak nangis pasal jantan?"
See, I'm getting worked up just thinking about all this nonsense.
I don't mean to direct this post to anyone out there, but ya, if you think you're one of those girls, then CHANGE YOUR WAYS!

And I ACCIDENTALLY sms-ed Kay-Khamarul, saying "Eh , aqu rindu kaw . Hahs , random ."
Hud dah terpekik siol pat rumahhh.

25 Nov 2009 - [Tomorrow]

2009-11-25T18:06:00.006+08:00

Ohh, I slept at 3AM yesterday, and I woke up exactly at 12NN.
Hehs, tido macam piggggg, but who cares laa kan!
I woke up to see, 3 missed calls, 4 received sms-es in which none were from my parents.
Itu kali pertame hoi! :D
Kae, I won't be coming down to meet [8][8] today since I've went out yesterday.
But obviously, I WANT to come down tomorrow.
And, I've just realises that Hari Raya Haji is in another 2 days time.
YEAYYYYY!~ Later duit masukkk kocekk! :D

I'm looking forward to 1st December, in which the M1 outing would be held.
Hehs, tibe-tibe semangat laa, taq tawu kenape!
But really, I'm not to sure if it's going to be fun like what I'm expecting it to be.
After all, we're meeting early in the morning.
2nd December pit is not yet confirmed, because there's yet to be any planning.
Pantat satu-satu betol! Hehs. :D

There's a chair outside my window, it's as though someone wants to climb in.
FATHOPE laa kan.
Momma have already closed my windows.

From Hadi's blog:
"but tomorrow the "88" has dared us and asked for fight!!!
if can i want to talk with them nicely instead of a fight.
they won't listen to us anymore.
so i also don't know what gonna happen to me and my "414" brothers tomorrow!!"

From Ariff's blog:
"Tomorrow,dated 26November,
will face off to my biggest fear,
Gengster Paradise-Brothers Bloodbath.
Ever wondered what would happen if
brudders where fighting brudders?"

I lost the Eeyore that ZBK gave to me.
I've been searching for it high and low, but it's still un-found.
Trust me, I'm not going to sleep well.
Watery eyes, I wished I didn't misplaced it.
I feel horrible.

24 Nov 2009 - [2 Day Post]

2009-11-24T14:34:00.005+08:00

Ohh, I finally got to meet my BabyGirls yesterday. Meanwhile, accompanied Fauzee to Alexandra because he wanted to send his handphone for repair.
After which, went over to BLK 25 to meet [8][8].
Amir was the first person I hugged because he opened up his hands for me.
It was like weird though.
Hehs, I got to me Shafiqah, Fatin and Zahra. Dapat hug Fatin lagyy!
Rindu siaa sama ini semue perempuan! :D

Ohh, I accompanied Momma to Vista Point and then to Causeway Point.
Seriously, I had a fun time with Momma and we had some laughing moments.
Hehs, so much so for staying at home ehs.
Likewise, Momma yang ajak Hud keluarrr! Betol, taq bedek punye.

' 8 нuðнuð.αнн 8 ' says:
sebab , dier dah tak suke Hud . -.-
And I don't realy mind about that .
ωαℓιѕαпснι [4][1][4] says:
asal pulak seyh
' 8 нuðнuð.αнн 8 ' says:
ape yang asal ?
ωαℓιѕαпснι [4][1][4] says:
whye you still like him when he dunt like you ?
' 8 нuðнuð.αнн 8 ' says:
It's Love , and I'm not the type of girl that change guy easily .
I'm way different for those girls out there.
ωαℓιѕαпснι [4][1][4] says:
waaa !
' 8 нuðнuð.αнн 8 ' says:
:D
ωαℓιѕαпснι [4][1][4] says:
so good !

That was the conversation I had with Wali.
Ohh, he said I'm good. :DDDDDD

23 Nov 2009 - [Snap Shots-Overdued Pictures]

2009-11-23T23:04:00.004+08:00

Ohh , I will be posting all those over-dued pictures.
Meanwhile, there will be tons and tons of pictures. Hehs.

Ayim's Chalet(16 Nov):

The very first picture . Ohh , vainpot ! :D ^

In the bus . I sat with Din . ^

Ni part macam bodo . We alighted at the wrong bus stop . ^

Mahesh , Amirul , Sahrin , Jasri . ^

I was the rose , among thorns . [CHEYYYY!] ^

Muke bacen Hafizul , bile baru bangun tido . OOPS ! Hehs . :D ^

When boredom strikes . SWIMMINGGGGGG ! Amir , Shidah , Fafa . ^

Random(19 Nov):

I'm in love with thattttttt ! ^

Fauzee , Hud , Amir , Amir , Sahrin . :D ^

Macam kembar kankankan ? Hehs , Amirul & Danish . ^

Takraw at Vista(21 Nov):

Hehs , itu Amirul dan Adib . :D ^

Baju kami same kankan ? :D ^

Ini bile da naq gerak pergi Vista , (eh?) Tak ingatttt ! ^

Void deck / Takraw Court .^

Kite punye biol start baleq , sampai naek carpark hoi ! :D ^

Today,Harbourfront/Takraw @ B25:

Upon arrival at Alexandra Road / Near Harbourfront . ^

Hehs , vain-pot . We had to wait for an hour ! ^

Met fellow babygirls , and played at the playground . ^

Yammmmmmmmm , SENGGGGGGGGG ! Itu minuman laa . ^

He was in pain , because we stuck a straw into his earhole . :D

23 Nov 2009 - [Snap Shots-Blue Shirt]

2009-11-23T22:46:00.004+08:00

I'm in love with thattttttt ! ^

Fauzee , Hud , Amir , Amir , Sahrin . :D ^

Macam kembar kankankan ? Hehs , Amirul & Danish . ^

23 Nov 2009 - [Snap Shots-Alexandra/202]

2009-11-23T22:11:00.007+08:00

Upon arrival at Alexandra Road / Near Harbourfront . ^

Hehs , vain-pot . We had to wait for an hour ! ^

Met fellow babygirls , and played at the playground . ^

Yammmmmmmmm , SENGGGGGGGGG !

He was in pain , because we stuck a straw into his earhole. :D

23 Nov 2009 - [Snap Shots-Vista]

2009-11-23T21:31:00.009+08:00

Hehs , itu Amirul dan Adib . :D ^

Kami punye biol dah start laa ni . ^

Ini bile d naq gerak pergi Vista , (eh?) Tak ingatttt ! ^

Void deck / Takraw Court .^

Kite punye biol start baleq , sampai naek carpark hoi ! :D ^

23 Nov 2009 - [Snap Shots-Chalet]

2009-11-23T20:04:00.012+08:00

22 Nov 2009 - [Untitled]

2009-11-22T14:24:00.007+08:00

"I wish that, whoever your girlfriend is, she will take good care of You,
because I know I wouldn't be there to take care of You.
And though I love You, I really hope that You will be happy with her,
because I know that I would be happy, if You are."

21 Nov 2009 - [I Don't Entertain Those I Despise.]

2009-11-21T23:04:00.008+08:00

She asked, why I'm not friendly with a few other girls.
I answered honestly, "I don't entertain those whom I despise." ~
Hehs, so yeahh. Shut upppp! :D

I went Gugu Gaga, went I met Aqmal because he's way tooooooo HOT!
Hud punye heart can melt hoi! Swearrrrrr!
And ohh, I want those tiny little bear for my birthday. [GRINS]
29 December, lagy 54566123 days, AIYOMAHHHHH! :(

I was about to purchase those Crocs shoe.
What the *toot*! It didn't have my size. [$%^&@!]
I want Converse Shoe for my school shoe, Auntie offered to buy me one.
Hehs! I didn't ask, she offered. [CLAPS plus YEAYYYYY!]

I got to meet Yanaa today. [ANGKAT KENING]
Rindu teramat sangat laa kan! Swearrr, taq tipuu!
Gee, we camwhored like super-girls laa kan. *CHEY!*
Hehs, the view from the upper storey of the carpark as marvelous!
Too bad, it was raining kittens and puppies. [LAUGHS]

Momma boiled those peanuts and she made chendol! [DROOLS]
And ohh, I got a big-belly. Hehs, case banyak makan!
Jyeah, ~~baby in stomach needs to grow laa!~~ [Kae, FAKE!]
pee/ass: I want to have babies when I'm married! How cute! :DD

I miss Ah'mannnnnnnnnnn/Mimieeeeeeeeeee!
Ohh, rindu Iqahhhh/Dibbyyyyy/Seriiiiii/Sitiiiiiiii/Syaaaaaa! juga!
Hehs, Fatin/Shafiqah/Zahra pon same!
~~Takk~~ rindu Yanaaaaaaaaaa! Tadi dah jumpe. [LAUGHS]

"Dulu kau suke sangat kacau Kay gemok la, tu la, ini la. Gemok Gemok, sayang jugak!"

20 Nov 2009 - [Convo W Nina/Mimi]

2009-11-20T20:24:00.006+08:00

Ohh, Mimi is in a conflict with this particular 'big minah'.
And that was when she asked me resolve everything.
Don't get me wrong, she's not that small little girl who is afraid of those big minah.
She's simply not the type of girl who likes to make fuss about some small matter.
And yeah, she's not the type of girl yang maki hamun orang laen.
Dier tak buat kecoh, and kalau dier tak suke, dier berbual bukan bergadoh.
Below is her/our conversation.

пιпααα' says:
are u mimi'ketot? ni perempuan Zaid.

mιmι'toαð ^^ says:
iye, ni mimi ketot. asal eh dgn Zaid?

пιпααα' says:
aku sekadar nak beritahu kau sesuatu. tapi, ikot suke hati kau kalau kau mau dengar kate ataupon tak.

mιmι'toαð ^^ says:
Ape die?

пιпααα' says:
aku tak suke kau rapat dengan zaid. aku tak nak dengar cerite pasal kau rapat dengan zaid lagi.

mιmι'toαð ^^ says:
ape maksod ko? ko ade ape hak mau halang kite due? sekadar tk suke, pandai2 cari jln sendiri la siol. Ape kene mengene antare kite?

пιпααα' says:
ni antare aku dan kau. aku tak nak libatkan zaid. aku tak nak kau rapat dengan zaid lagi. dier aku nyer jantan, aku ade hak.

mιmι'toαð ^^ says:
Ko panggil ni semue hak? big minah per, mau jage jantan ko. eh, tkde gunenye ko berbual dgn aku pasal ni. Antare aku dan zaid, kite kawan. kalau ko putih mate tengok kite rapat, cari jalan lain. aku tk akan makan pujuk rayu atau gertakan ko.

пιпααα' says:
buto arh. bile aku cakap aku putih mate tengok korang?

mιmι'toαð ^^ says:
ko tak suke kite rapat. ape makne tu semue?

пιпααα' says:
Aku tak happy dengan kau.

' 8 нuðнuð.αнн 8 ' has been added to the conversation.

mιmι'toαð ^^ says:
baru skrng ko nk ckp yg ko tk happy dgn aku? klu ko tk happy, mari berbual dgn aku dpn2 la. Brani berkate, brani berdepan la.

пιпααα' says:
Buto arh. Kau pikir aku perempuan kecot pe? eh, dengan kau, sikit nyer takot pon tak ade la.

' 8 нuðнuð.αнн 8 ' says:
Kae Nina, kalaw kaw betol betol taq puas hati dengan Mimi, kaw dipersilakan jumpe kiteh. Tapi, sendiri ingat uh. Kalaw kaw punyer niat mau selesaikan hal, kiteh selesaikan secare baek. Kalaw kaw berikan kiteh salam tanpe adat, kiteh akan kembalikan salam kaw tanpe adat.

пιпααα' says:
Kau ade ape hak nak masuk campur?

' 8 нuðнuð.αнн 8 ' says:
Nii bukan case naq masuk campur atau apeape kae. Nii naq tolong dua dua. Ape gune berperang kerane satu jantan. Eh, look up uhh. Daripade korang bergaduh, maki sane sini, lagy baek korang berbual cara baek.

пιпααα' says:
aku memang tak ade niat nak bikin perang kat sini. aku cume nak kepastian yang mimi tak akan berkepit dengan zaid belakang aku. kite same2 perempuan, aku tau kau faham perasaan.

' 8 нuðнuð.αнн 8 ' says:
Asal dari mula lagy kaw taq naq cakap nii semue? Asal kaw kena maki hamun ni semue? Kaw sendiri tawu tuu semue taq perlu.

пιпααα' says:
sebab aku tak berpuas hati dengan mimi.

mιmι'toαð ^^ says:
tp knape ko nk maki aku? dan, aku tkde perasaan kt zaid. ko mau die, amek la.

пιпααα' says:
Ok, aku mintak paiseh. on the other hand, aku tak pernah ade niat nak berperang atau ape la. Aku sayangkan zaid. aku tak nak die jatoh kat orang lain.

mιmι'toαð ^^ says:
ape2 la nina. aku sndri tk tau ko sape. anggap ke je la tkde pape perna terjadi. ape2 lau ko nk aku, cari aku PERSONALLY. aku tk ske berbual mcm ni. wansuey!

' 8 нuðнuð.αнн 8 ' says:
Kae, masalah ni antare kaw dan Mimi. Since Mimi da ckap gitu, aqu anggap perkare ni daa selesai kae? Kiteh terime kaw angkat paisey. Nina, kaw ingat. Mimi dan Zaid taqdeh hubungan apeape. Kalaw kaw sayang Zaid, kaw kene percaye dier. Kalaw kaw maseh adeh hal nan Mimi, jumpe kiteh. Kiteh selesaikan semuenye.

пιпααα' says:
Ok. aku tak psl. jgn amek hati dengan kate kate aku. selamat k sisters. taqqaire!

Pathetic laa kan itu perempuan.
Daa carik gaod, abeh minta paisey. -.-
Ohh, likewise everything is now resolved thanks to Hud. :D
Hahaha! Ignore that.

Meanwhile, I will be having a date with fellow Aunties tomorrow to Bugis.
And saye punyer bill this month, $107!

19 Nov 2009 - [I Don't Fall for Guys with Curly Hairs.]

2009-11-19T21:38:00.004+08:00

Molly was on her way back home, when a couple of Poly Guys [disturbed] her.
Molly was disgusted by one of them, whom had the weirdest hair among all.
AFRO hair! AIYOHHHH MAHHH! -.-

Please, Molly don't and Molly won't fall for guys with such curly hair, except for Akino & Azfar. So please, get out from Molly's way.

Ohh, had a chat with W. HOHO! Sungguh funny.
He offered to treat me to Pastamania today, but he said he's busy. [LOL!]
He ended up saying he'll give me a treat next time.
And so I said that he owes me a treat to Pastamania for my birthday.
Ohh, he said "What!? Really?!".
How cute!

Then, I felt like having fun with my clothes.
I put on my panty hose, black mini skirt, black singlet and my black leather jacket.
It was all black, and seriously, I like that particular look of mine.
Lagi-lagi during that point of time, I was wearing thick eyeliner + mascara.
Imagine itu! :D

"Kau dah kenape malam-malam pakai lawa-lawa? Nak pergi mane?"

19 Nov 2009 - [Confession]

2009-11-19T11:12:00.004+08:00

do u know something?
maybe not.
bcos i have been keeping this inside me.
ya.
ever since u started lepak with us.
i have been keeping my eyes on u.
it hard for me to keep my eye away from u.
bcos the star that attracts me is u.
i miss u everyday i dont see u.
i love u more everyday i see u.
even though, u called me names.
it does not make an impact toward me.
i love u.
its a confession im making.
bcos i cant take it much longer.
holding this secret is tough.
it like a memory disc with 1GB holding a 2GB memory in it.
hope u will understand my feeling.
or maybe u dont have the feeling towards me.
but i do.
thats why im telling u this.
so that u will understand why.why i scolded u sometimes.
person K scolded person H bcos person K cares about person H.
not bcos person K hates person H.
time to time i try to show u signs.
try but fail.
maybe im different.
maybe u're diffferent.
but the differents.
:).makes us complete.(:
boo!

ĸaџ,
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So much for, 'i miss u everday i dont see u'.

18 Nov 2009 - [Chalet]

2009-11-18T12:40:00.006+08:00

Ohh, I'm back from Ayim's Chalet. Ohh again, Hud satu-satunya perempuan dari [8][8] yang overnight. And yeah, though I was tired, because I've just came back from my camp the previous day, I still went over. Thanks to Momma and Daddy, I was given the permission to overnight there.
- They suddenly noticed that all our outings are held on SIXTEEN. Hhaha!

[Pardon me if I left out some name, I don't remember all]
Am, Zee, Jas, Kay, Amir, Ahmad, Din, Suhairi
Celon, Sempoi, Danish, Rain, Wiis, Adib, Ayim, Fiq
Naqib, Anand, Aisyah, Suzi, Syidah, Fafa, Fhat, Fizul
Didi, Ahman, Kiki, Nick, Jasmine, Shafiqah, Min, Apan
Antoine, Hany, Fatin, Haziq, Eiiqah, Ella, Farhad, Fizah
[I certainly missed out more than 20 people's name here]

Met the rest at 3 outside Boots and Shoes. Ohh, Ayim and clans have already arrived. Then, the rest came and we bused off to Downtown. Macam siakkk! Setengah jalan, dorang turon dari bus. But, it wasn't supposed to be at that busstop so took another bus. Arrived there, had our lunch at Macd and then proceeded to the chalet. First impression was "KIWAKKKK! Ramai per siol!". So, walked around.

Night came. Adib and clans made those 'Pocong' thingy. Kiwakkkkk! Hud pat dalam hati dah tengah maki hamun. Ohh, I'm okey with Pontianak or whatsoever. But Pocong? Please, I'm afraid of that thing manxz! Then, walked around with Sempoi, Fizul and Am. Datang baleq, maen sembunyi sembunyi dengan yang laen, pasal tak nak kecoh. Sat at the second floor, and story tell. Kekek!

Kite orang plan mau keluar, carik tempat untuk explore. Tapi, pikir pikir baleq takdeh tempat. Pantat! Kae, gitu gini. Duduk duduk, berbual.

Then, bought drink, drank and got drunk. Pantat! Ohh, had to send Naqib back home, tapi dier dah tak sedar. Case dah trip. Got back to the chalet, lagy maot! Yang pat dalam bilik dah gone-case. So, Min went around to take care of those yang dah stengah mampos. There was a point of time, when [8][8] was unhappy with Suzi. Swear, itu perempuan mintak kene potong. Somehow, Zee dah lost at one dimension. He couldn't remember a single thing, and he wanted to so some stupid stuff. [Eh?] Hud dah panic giler tau! I went beside him to make sure he was alright. And at last, he was! Kae, gitu gini, sat at pondok.

Had a great time, watching fellow brudders played Hopscotch. Walaupon dah around 4 pagi, tapi masih fresh. Haha! Satu-satu macam budak kecik, maen Teng-teng. Cute maha Cute hoi! Then, had this Ghost Stories and they shared their experiance. Pantat! Bulu roma naek siulxz! At 5 plus, prank called Eiiqah. Itu perempuan answered! Hehs. Kekek! :D Swear, that time sejok giler babxz! At by that time, some dah offline. Hhaha!

Imagine, at 6 plus, there was already this group of people whom sang while playing the guitar. Serious shit, kite orang pagi-pagi bute dah terpekik terlolong. Yang laen, pat dalam tido macam babi. Haha! Satyed at the swimming pool with Syidah, Fafa, Nick, Anand and Mahesh. Went back to the chalet. Yang laen, da malas mau post. :D

[Ohh, I'd appreciate if You fellow readers won't go around, telling others about the stuff here. ] TY!

Click here for NPCC Camp posting

18 Nov 2009 - [I'm Down For Training On 29 Dec!]

2009-11-18T12:36:00.002+08:00

I've been back from the camp 5 days ago. Likewise, the camp tak happening! The cadets were in their holiday mood. Lagi lagi budak Sec 1, the face mintak kena smackkkkkk siulxz!

First day
Assembly time and then our Ice Breaker games. Hehs, it happened to be that I was the Overall Game Ic and I haven't did my planning. At last, siap! Walande! Hancur berderai, berterabur gile babxz siak! (Heart Pain!) Then, washed / marinated the chicken. Mati! Bau busuk hoi! Carried on with our Campcraft things. Hud duduk satu corner, shake leg and did my next proposal. Banyakkk pikir hoi! Otak teros jam. Then, barbecue and wash up. Found many interesting things in the toilet. Swear, funny! Had de-brief then lights out. Ohh, slept at 1.20 A.M. Had a Confession Circle with fellow CLs and CIs. Gerekk! Woke up at 5 the next morning.

Second day
Went for hiking at Mount Faber. Penat siulxz! Swear, tengah berpeluh macam babi! Played at the playground. Maen panjat panjat dengan Syarafuddin. Sungguh hyper, tapi jejakkan kaki pat bus, terus satu satu terdiam. Lunch, sedapppp! Then, the rest did their gadget and planned for the campfire. Guess what, my own team sabo-ed me, and I got wet. They were supposed to shoot those water bomb at different group, but it ended up hittig me. Sedeh pahhs! Dinner, was supposed to have field cooking, but ended up we had to cook those maggi mee. The CLs was most hyper during campfire. We were shouting our way through. Macam siak! Cadet yang laen macam monyet berak kapur! Haha. :D Wash up then shower. De-Brief, kena scolding. Before sleeping, played poker with the C.I. Slept at 1.30 A.M. Next morning, woke up at 6.

Last day
I had a though time planning for all those games. Ohh, I was running up and down to make sure everything was going well. Indeed, I was happy that I got those CIs to help. Ohh, played the flour game and the water bomb. So, the CLs also had to play those flour game, and I swear, satu satu muke masai! The water bomb, kena bomb by maam. Thank you liao! Ohh, though tiring, I had fun.
pee/ass: Got to know that I am down for training on 29 December! Pantat!

12 Nov 2009 - [Away from 13 to 15]

2009-11-12T19:59:00.002+08:00

"Mereka yang mempunyai perangai seperti Kamu, ialah meraka yang merosakkan makna dan erti Persahabatan" ~

Sesiape yang terase, tu kau pey pasal. Hud siket pon tak heran.
Hehhs, I'm not going to be around for three days. :D
I'm needed for the NPCC Annual Camp.
Kae, dah malas. Bye!

11 Nov 2009 - [Zaki Bin Kamsani]

2009-11-11T19:15:00.006+08:00

Zaki Bin Kamsani kan Syaa ? Hahah !

School wasn't as bad like how I thought it would be .
Ohh , boredom strikes for English , but there was laughters though .
Meanwhile , I enjoyed cracking jokes with Syaa during Chem period .

Hud : [Writes ZBK-[Z]ack [B]ee [K]ay
Syaa : Macam name cine siakkk !
Hud & Syaa : ['Discussed' names] Hahaaha !
Syaa : BK oiy ! Burger King . Uhh , [Z]inger [B]urger [K]ing !
Hud & Syaa : [Laughs]
Hud : I'm craving for [Z]inger [B]urger [K]ing liao ! [I miss ZBK liao !]
Syaa : Eh , aku nak letak [Z]hong [B]oon [K]iat !
Hud : Bapak kau lah !
Syaa : [Z]akaria [B]apak [K]au ! Haahaa !

Not forgetting , we had a fun time teasing those classmates .

Suraya : Are U guys intrested in Prom night for next year?
Class : [Blabbering stuffs] Next year , next year talk lah !
[Then , the class got back into their mini 'discussion']
Wei Quan : [Suddenly] I will go if Zhi Yang go!
Class : [Laughs]

Itu case semue dah bosan giler babxz siol ! :D
Wenmt back home and accompanied Momma to shop for her clothes .
KIWAKKKKKK ! Momma shopping siket peyy LAMBAT !
Ikot Momma go shopping kan , kaki boleh lenguhh siol ! -.-
After that , I came back home and went to meet Kaki - Gerek .
Rindu satu-satu siol ! :DDDDDDD

Hud : Eh , korang tak plan pergi mane-mane ke ?
Syidah : Sisha !
Hud : [Ignoring Syidah] Takkan korang hari-hari mau pat sini ?
Syidah : Sisha !
Hud : Tolak tepi tu sisha lah Syidah !
Syidah : Hehe . Karaoke !

Itu budak nyer plan semue hancur berderai siol ! :D
I went away from the place after an hour upon arrrival .
I was going to Causeway Point to search for my stuffs .
Yang menemani , ribuan terima kasih !
Kae , dah malas mau type lagyyy !

I miss those times when You said 'Bby I boncet tauu !'

10 Nov 2009 - [I Miss That Gemokk.]

2009-11-10T21:08:00.005+08:00

I was reminded about You, and I suddenly felt like crying.
Little Eeyore made me feel better, it reminds me of those times.

I've deleted my previous post, because it serves as a junk.
Ohh, I was a goodgirl and I stayed at home the whole day.
I didn't get out of house to meet fellow Kaki Gerek,
because I can't seem to find my mood. [Mood Lari laa.]

Meanwhile, I spent my time searching for my blanket.
They know that I cannot sleep without my blanket. [Betol, taq bedek!]
Believe it or not, I used the bed sheet as my blanket yesterday.
At last, I found it folded at where my clothes was folded.
Told Momma the whole incident, and we both burst out laughing.
Ape kan tidak! Penat-penat cari atas almari, rupenye depan mate!

I found out that Brudder had already broke up with his girlfriend.
Sad pahhs?! And his girlfriend is so not over him manxz!
Abang Opit cruel kan! [Yes, he is!]
Wait! Weird enough, he gave me some money to spend.
He has just got his pay-check mah! [I'm happy for him, if You think I am!]

After all so long, I'm having this chats with Rezza. [Smiles!]
Kae, it wasn't a big deal laa kan, but it's been a long time.
I told him something only a few knows, and he gave me a positive remark!
KIWAKKKKK! Hud teros happy/hyper/excited giler babxz siol!
Dan Mat Rep, Huda rindu kamu siol! [Step dier bole bace je kan!]
Meanwhile, he is an ex-boyfy of mine, and we have once been together.
Yahhh, 7 months and we broke up of a reallyyyyyy stupid reason.
Kae, itu part biarlah rahsie. :D

Dah bis post dahh!
I'm craving for Kit Kat milk manxz! [Someone, treat me please!]

I miss You laa Gemokkkkk!

9 Nov 2009 - [Skipped School]

2009-11-09T10:38:00.005+08:00

Ignore my previous post , because everything have been settled.
Meanwhile, it's 10.40 AM and I should be at school.
Too bad, I am too tired [plus sleeppy] to go to school.

Momma: [Woke me up at 6.40 AM] Adeq!
Hud: [Woke up, sat on my bed]
Momma: Sekolah ke tak ni?
Hud: [Baring baleq kat katil] Sekolah, tapi malas uhs!
Momma: Dah lah, kalau malas takyah je lah pergi.
Hud: [Tido baleq lorr!]

And so, I continued sleeping, until Ms. Baey called my handphone.
Manyakkk sibok hoi itu cikgu! [I left it without answering]
Then, she called Daddy and Daddy called me.

Daddy: Adeq asal tak pergi sekolah? Cikgu adek call bapak.
Hud: [Yawning] Uhh, malas uh. Abe bapak cakap ape?
Daddy: Bapak cakap bapak tak perasan sebab bapak dah pergi kerje.
Hud: Nanti ape-ape cakap je Udah sakit.
Daddy: Cakap Udah sakit? Okeh lah, nanti bapak call cikgu baleq.

Tengok uh tuu cikgu, tak dapat anaknye, carik bapaknye.

Yesterday:

Wedding reception.
Grandma's crib.
Causeway with Bbyy, Fatin & Haziq.
Man Fut Tong.
Home sweet home.
Man Fut Tong.
Marsiling MRT. [Something cropped up]
Man Fut Tong AGAIN!
Home sweet home.

I was veryyyyyy tired hoi!
Kepade seseorang itu, Hud maafkan kamu laa. :D

8 Nov 2009 - [To Amirul Azmi]

2009-11-08T21:32:00.004+08:00

Sial lah, takmau fikir pasal diri sendiri uh ey!
Kiwak, aqu yang taq bersalah ni pon, turut terbabit.
Aqu berbual baek nan kaw, kaw maki aqu, kaw marah aqu.
Fikir aqu suke per sial aqu kene maki hamun ni semue?
Taq pernah nampak aqu mengamuk ni macam kan?
Sekarang, aqu bilang kaw, sememangnye aqu taq puas hati.

Aqu patah baleq tu tempat walaupon da malam pasal aqu ingat kaw!
Susah payah aqu datang, tapi kaw takdeh.
Cibai, kaw bole cakap dulu per yang kaw pat tempat laen.
Gini macam per kaw pey care? Sial uh, aqu taq sangke.
Eh, kerane kaw, mak bapak aqu marah aqu, tapi ni macam kaw buat aqu?
Uhh Buto laa!

Kiteh semue daa mengaku salah, tapi kaw taq terime.
Kiteh daa patah baleq tuu tempat, kaw maseh taq terime.
Ape lagy sial yang kaw mau dari kiteh?
Kaw mau kiteh sujud pat kaki kaw per?
Eh, takmau ashik naq carik kesilapan kiteh uhs.
Bukan kiteh jer yang bersalah, kaw pon salah!

Aqu taq sangke lelaki yang aqu pandang, buat aqu gini.
Pikir uh, aqu taq bersalah tapi kaw maki aqu!
Kalaw aqu tau yang kaw akan buat aqu gini, aqu takkan patah baleq la sial.
Nabei Cibai, taqdeh orang suke biler dier dipermainkan.

Budak yang takdeh kene mengene, takmau naq masuk sekaki.
Ni antare kami ber-enam.

Takmau panggil aqu pengecot, sebab kalaw aqu pengecot, aqu takkan patah baleq.
Aqu perempuan, kaw buat gini pat aqu, kaw memang dah sah takdeh care.
Kae, teruskan lah dengan Ego kaw ni okeh, aqu taq pasal.

7 Nov 2009 - [Private Blog]

2009-11-07T20:41:00.008+08:00

Ohh yes, I've made my blog private due to some reasons.
& Apparently, I don't really trust some readers out there.
But don't worry, You're not one of them. :)))
Because if You are, I wouldn't have invited You here.

Earlier on, I went to a birthday party.
It was this little small party, and there wasn't really much guest.
I ate the spaghetti, chicken drumstick and that honey chicken.
It was a fabulous feast for me, and F.Y.I, the birthday cake cost 80 bucks.
I adore this little girl named Shakirah.
Amazing girl! She's so friendly and she got big BIG eyes.
Then I went over to buy my clothes.
Home sweet Home.

I got to be in school tomorrow by 6.40 AM.
How pathetic, I'm needed for the Remembrance Day thingy.
I haven't polish my boots for months and I haven't iron my uniform.
Even worse, I can't find my hairnet. CIBAI
I'm out of here! Bye. :D

I don't think He cares, because He doesn't seems to care.
Even when his friends said 'ZBK', He'll simply ignore.
Jyeah, pathetic isn't He?

5 Nov 2009 - [Hollow Pin]

2009-11-05T17:51:00.007+08:00

I Hate That Bloody Hollow Pin !~

Took bus at interchange, and bumped into Hafiz Rosli.

Went to 3S1, Fauzee shouted "HUDDD!".
- Ms Baey gave me that weird look.

Ate with Brudder(s) during recess.

Watched 'SEKSA' during Malay lesson.

Maths tutoring is cancelled! YEAYYYYY!

Met Brudder(s) after school.

Apparently, I brought Syidah back home, because I wanted to change clothes. (TY!) And in return, I followed her back home. Adeq dier cute gile liao! Amazing girl! She is SUPER friendly! :D Syidah siap banyak lambat hoi! Hahah! Then, went to Man Fut Tong.

Cam-whored like crazy dekat Man Fut Tong. Did I mention that Hafiz, Sheary and ZBK was also at there. (They were.) The guys played 'Ali Pomm', tapi 1 game aje! Cute pahhs?! Then, (someone) and (someone) pierced. CCB! Banyak darah keluar siol! And I swear, that Hollow Pin sucks!

And so, I accompanied (someone) home, since he said that he was feeling dizzy. Cheyy! Hud good friend lah kan! Then, shared stuffs in the bus. You know, I know. Haha! I got this thing to share, but nehmind. Orang-orang yang bace blog ni semue takleh dipercayai. So what's the use kan? Ohh, I miss Fatin and Yanaa! :(((((((

READ THIS!
Everyone thought I was so obsessed into ZBK, but I'm not.
Fauzee, You know, I know, Public don't know. :D
Takmau perasan jubo sudah k.

Jot down your emails, because I'm making my blog private!

4 Nov 2009 - [To ZBK]

2009-11-04T18:58:00.006+08:00

I have been wondering to myself each every single day,
will You ever come back to me(?)
Well, I figured it out myself, knowing that the the answer is actually NO.
It was then, I realised that everything was a false hope.
I thought I could be strong in facing those challenges, but I couldn't.

So, I wrote your name in millions on bubbles, hoping that none will pop.
But, there was none left, for me to blow away.
Every bubble was gone, leaving my with empty hopes and dreams.
I knew I had to let You go. Break-Up was what I thought is the best decision.

Then, I followed the Yellow brick road which I thought will lead me to Happiness,
when I came to a separate ways, I knew I had to choose the right path.
Apparently, I made the wrong choice; To forget about You.
Knowing that I will be impossible for me to forget everything about You.
I suffered a great pain, which I kept to myself.
But at last, I began to accept the fact that You're no longer mine.
That was when, I saw my Yellow brick road, leading me back to Happiness.

I was walking on my Yellow brick road, in my Red shoes when a lightning strikes.
I began to see your shadows, and I couldn't help but miss You.
Yet, I took gathered my courage to move on, but I tripped on my way.
I was glad that someone was there to help, it was You, those smiles. It was your smiles.
I began to fall in Love in You again. I began to Miss You.

I finally reached my destination, my Happiness.
Sadly, the Happiness that I was searching for was just a blank piece of paper.
You've once gave me those little high hopes, but You took it back from me.
This little heart of mine shattered once again, and I cried millions of tears.
I have nothing left with me now. Nothing.
All that is left is your name, written on a blank piece of paper.
ZBK, I Miss You, I really do.

3 Nov 2009 - [Untitled]

2009-11-03T20:45:00.006+08:00

- Momma woke me up at 6.40(?) Like whatthefuckk? It was wayyyy too early.
- I accidentally took Brudder's money with me. (HAIYAKKK!)
- I nearly fell (or fainted) at the interchange. I had this strong headache.
- Ms. Baey said something stupid at me, I meant STUPID!
- Went to AVA Room for Maths Lesson. Mendakk!
- Jian Bin fought with Syamil during recess! - "You know my name! Don't call me EH!"
- Played pranks on people during recess.
- Went for Mrs. Tan's Maths Tutoring. (2 hours siulx!)
- AhRain fell down while walking on the stairs. Macam nangke busuk! (Laughing awayy!)
- Went for NPCC Meeting, I had to do the proposal again! (Macam Cibai!)
- Top-up'ed Ez-Link card. (Saw Baby and the rest)
- Bus-ed to Man Fut Tong with Eiiqah.
- Man Fut Tong : "HUDDDDD! ZBK adeh tau!" Fatin gave me this little 'warning'. (EH?)
- Bye Bye friends, Hello Home!
- I'm having a bloated stomach, and I feel like vomitting!

2 Nov 2009 - [Convo W His Friend]

2009-11-02T16:18:00.006+08:00

Don't ask why. I'm simply supe-rrrrrr HAPPY! :D

So, I had this little conversation with (someone) yesterday night. At some point of time, I was feeling rather awkward/happy/anxious/hyper. I was smiling/laughing to myself, and it ended up that I couldn't sleep. I texted/called someone up because I wanted to share the 'good' news. And I slept a little later than how I usually did. I won't elaborate though, knowing that some people just can't be trusted.

I woke up at 7 today, because I was needed at school for Extended Curriculum. Early morning, Momma dah membebel macam naq giler! (Frowns!) Cousin called to ask where I was, not knowing that she's actually at me bus stop. I got out from house at 7.40 (Eh?), and then took the bus at the interchange. ~~Haa! Nampak seseorang itu, tapi taq laa gembire sangat laa kan. (Wide smile.)~~ I was smiling all say through at school, and Cousin commented that I was crazy. Babe, You know, I know. Happy giler manxz! :D Ohh, I forgot to mention that Marissa/Suraya wasn't present today. Had recess with the Guys and I ate my Chicken Rice. I saw Heider and I smiled at him. Abehy why eh Cousin? Gitu gini, went up to Chemistry Lab to proceed on with the next activity. I was partnered up with itu Shamir, and he really is HOPELESS! He insisted that I smell that 'thing' (But I didn't), and it's smells awful! And I meant, dier PAKSE Hud bau tu bende busuk! Syariifah sampai terbatuk-batuk oiy! Hhaha! (Betol, tak bedek!) So, it was already time to go home, but Mrs. Tan called me in for Maths Tutoring. KIWAKKKK! Baek peh cikgu laa kan! I ended up going home late! PFFT! Weird enough, I was the one and only non-councillor involved. (Best eh Best!) Then, there was this time when Sharizal came to borrow our/my calculator. How pathetic! (Maaf Syaa!) 'O' Level pon boleh lupe bawak calculator pahhs? See laa, teenagers this days!

Went off to Man Fut Tong after Mrs. Tan released us all. Yang adeh cume beberape orang je laa kan. Had a sharing session with Amirruddin Khan! (He's a good listener liao!) Shared bits and pieces about our past and I swear, he's sweet! (You know, I know!) For some who understands my language, we were talking about Blah Blah Blah (Winks!) Had this picture taking thingy. Group hug with Amir and Fauzee and Fatin! Then, I proceeded back home with Fauzee Besfriend. Sekali lagy, we had this little sharing activity. (I'm a good listener too!) Bestfriend, kaw takmau sad-sad iye! Kaw sad, nanti aqu pon sad! (Smiles!)

I called my Daddy upon reaching home. My intention was to inform him of my upcoming events and about my Handphone! Guess what, he gave me the green light to go to Sentosa (If it's ON!). And I will be receiving my handphone probably on that particular date too! Pathetic laa, but I excited though! :D Ohh, I've done updating and posting!

pee/ass: You guys will never know how happy I was! :DDDDDDDDDDD

I think I should be making some important points here, before everybody else says I'm too obsessed into him. Kae, firstly I admit that I still care for him, because probably I've had my heart stucked to him. This explains why I still ask about him, eventhough I know that I couldn't possibly help him in any ways. Secondly, I admit that I still Love him. Afterall, there's no girl that could possibly forget everything about her beloved ex-boyfriend in such a short period of time. But, I would like to stress on something, which is, I Don't Live Life to Love. I mean, I can carry on with my life with or without him, but I know that being with him would make my life a lot more better. See? There's some logics kan? Ohh please, I'm not saying "Haiya! I don't need him", I do need him but at certain times, I know that I can go on without him. Err, only God know laa kan!

1 Nov 2009 - [Family Day]

2009-11-01T21:00:00.005+08:00

I've had a change in my blogskin because I had nothing better to do yesterday night.

Woke up at eleven today and then got ready to meet Daddy.
Meanwhile, Momma bought for us our breakfast and I ate my Chicken Rice.
Got out from home at 1.30 and then met Daddy at Boots and Shoes.
I was excited when I was told by Daddy that we're collecting my brand new phone.
Tapi, check-check, it was not yet ready for collection.
Pantat betol! By then, hati Hud daa disappointed semacam! (Frowns)
Then, had our snack at MacDonalds where I bought my Double Choc Frappe.
It's been 154265595 days (Kae, fake) since I last bought them.
Then followed the guys for their ciggy break and then bought Momma's KFC.
By that time, we had just finished talking relationships among each other.
Got to know that (someone) had broke up with (someone). (Insert Gasps!)
Proceeded to Granny's Crib afterwards.
Ohh, I bumped into Ke'ai Sat Sat while on the way there. Ahaha! :D

Reached Granny's place, but there was no one that have arrived.
So sat around until Mak Long and family came and then watched Where Got Ghost.
It was a ghost story, but it was hilarious though.
There was nothing that was scary, and there were more laughters then screams.
Andrian came down afterwards, showing off his new Ben 10 shirt. (Smiles.)
If I were to recall back, he was also wearing his Ben 10 underpants.
How cute!
Later on at night, Auntie made some hotdog buns for everyone.
Then, home sweet home.

There's school tomorrow for all Secondary 3 Express and N(A) students.
How pathetic! The rest are already enjoying their holiday! (Frowns.)
And I need to be in school by 7.50. Macam siakk kan?!
Kae, I've enough of posting and updating! :D

Ah'Man, why do You even bother to text and call me, when You've actually dumped me to one corner? Hey, I don't think there's a need for us to contact anymore, since You've made it clear that You don't wish to associate with me anymore. Please, I want you out from my life. And trust me when I say this, there will never be a day when I will fall in Love with You, because I've never fell in Love with You. Kae, golekk. Slamat je laa ey! :D

31 Oct 2009 - [414 , Man Fut Tong]

2009-10-31T19:46:00.004+08:00

"Kesian lauk lemak mak tak laku."

I've just reached home after meeting Kaki Gerek(s).
Likewise, I was supposed to go to Grann'y crib but I had a change of plan.
Met Am / Jas / Adib over at Man Fut Tong and then bus-ed off to 414.
There were only Ahmad and Ayim at 414, so it was rather plain boring.
There was this point of time, when the takraw hit my leg.
KIWAKKKKK! Saket gile siol! (Insert screams!)
Thanks alot to Ayim laa ey. (Applause!)
Halfway through playing takraw, there were some taekwando practices and so they had to shift to the other side.
Am mengamuk liao!
So sat down at the fitness corner where we reminisce into the times when we went for the Sec 3 camp.
Kekek gile babxz!
I simply couldn't stop laughing, when hearing back those moments.
Then, the guys played their little game at the fitness corner.
They changed and then off we went to Man Fut Tong. (Tapi Hud baleq.)

Reached home, I asked Momma to take for me some food. (Perot kebulur siulxz!)
I told her to take for me the noodles she made earlier, but she ended up making a sarcastic joke.
Which eventually made me wanna eat the rice.
Hahaa! Momma so good in pretending! (Insert claps!)
Kae, I've nothing more to post. :D Byebye!

& I have a date tomorrow with Father & Brudder! YEAYYYY! ~

29 Oct 2009 - [2 Day Post , Snap Shots-Admiralty Park]

2009-10-29T21:21:00.006+08:00

I haven't been in the perfect mood to update for the past few days.
But I will be updating everything today though.(I'm bored, that's why)

Yesterday:
WAHHHHHH! + YEAYYYYYY! + WHEEEEE! (Plus big rounds of claps!)
I'm officially promoted to Sec 4 Express. (I'm SUPER happy!)
Ohh, but Formteacher says I'm not allowed to be happy, because my results 'cukup cukup makan' aje. (Like fuck kan she?!)
There were a few who is laterally transferred, and some retained.
Make sure that You change your attitude and continue studying eventhough You're not with the rest. Ohh, don't disappoint me!
As for some who it taking the re-exam, make sure You study hard!
Be sure to get promoted to the next year! If not, I'll whack your butt!
Cool shit, I was in those super (I meant SUPER!) jealous mood when Shafiqah said all those stuffs about (Insertname).
Got back home, Momma wasn't mad at me for having such a pathetic result.

Today:
I guess, today is one of those bored days, like when there was nothing to do in school.
Except that, there was cooking sessions at the Kitchen today.
I shall skip everything about that, since it isn't really interesting.
Ate Ice Kacang with Kaki-Gerek(s) and then proceeded home since there was NPCC training. (BBURPPPPPPPP!)
Ohh, I was super irritated by some of the Secondary 1 Cadets.
KIWAKKKKK! Simple & basic thing pon taq paham pahhs? (Insert vulgarities!)
Then, went over to Man Fut Tong, tapi macam pathetic! (Really pathetic!)
Siket orang je siol!
Went back home with Fauzee Bestfriend.
Bumped into Aiman / Azfar along the way. (Insert smiles)
Did I mention that my throat is in pain, because of all those shoutings at the Sec 1s?

"I admit that my hair is prettier than Yours!" (Insert giggles!)

"Dearest, there are times when I need You by my side."

"I was having fun playing in the rain" (Like small girl sia!)

"Personal favourite!" (Insert laughs!)

28 Oct 2009 - [2 Day Post]

2009-10-28T14:03:00.006+08:00

Yeayyyyy ! :D (I'm happy for some reasons that You don't need to know.)

Yesterday:
Ohh, I've been having such a great time being with Kaki Gerek(s) recently.
Likewise, I'm superrrrrr (And I meant, SUPER!) disappointed in someone.
Yesterday was somehow great though, because there wasn't much to do at school.
I wasn't really hyper-ed up during PE lesson, because I felt sick,
due to all those vomittings and stomaches during the previous day. -.-
Had that sexuallity (Or however you spell that) talk, disgusting giler babi!
Like planned, watched the movie Coach Carter during English lesson.
After school, met Kaki Gerek(s) and I swear, kecoh siulx!
'They' made that stupid (Don't know how to describe) thingy while some, (?)
laughed their way like somekind of laughing disease has been spread.
Reached Man Fut Tong then lepak/ed (Or whatever you call that shit).
Then, I shared my lovelife/lovestory with Fatin/Zahra/Shafiqah.
** Korang terkejut eh bile dapat tau (insertname) dulu lain? Haha! (Giggles)
Fatin sungguh hyper everytime I said "blahblahblah". (You know, I know)
Itu perempuan manyakkkk gila hoi! :D
Home sweet home.

Today:
Like I've said at the first bit of this post, I'm feeling hyper! YEAYYY!
I was smiling all day through, not to mention how much I was laughing.
Waaaa, I slept at 7 (SEVEN) yesterday but I still woke up LATE today.
** Hud tido macam ~~babi~~ (Pig) kan?! Tau.
Morning reading > NPCC Meeting > Chemistry > English.
We watched Coach Carter suring our English Period. (InsertclapsforMs.Liao)
There were some mechanical fault in the middle and we had to pause for a while.
But, I did enjoyed the movie though I didn't catch the last part of it.
Went for Recess, followed my Physics (Homeroom) lesson and Maths.
I was happy/excited when Mr. Tan said that NO ONE is retaining.
Except for the fact that Logan will be taking a re-exam and he should PASS!
If not, he will be 'downgraded' to the 4 Normal Academic class (4S1).
** Pantat! You better pass horr! If not, I whack Your buttock! :D (I don't mean it)
Then, went home.
Ohh yes, I'm being a goodgirl for once, because I won't be going out.
And I will be uploading some pictures soon! :D

26 Oct 2009 - [Snap Shots-Sentosa]

2009-10-26T18:12:00.028+08:00

Ohh, I'm feeling unwell. But I'll be updating those overdued pictures, since there are some whom have yet to look/grab them. Descriptions will be written. Enjoy.

On Saturday, there was a gathering at Sentosa. It was mostly organised by Adib and clans, in celebration of Adib's birthday. Great thing was, I was there, along with Brudder 88. I was the rose among thorns and I admit that I was feeling rather awkward though, being the sole girl from 88. I was having fun though.(Refer to picture below)

Met in the afternoon, and had our lunch at Macdonald's. (Refer to pictures below)

Para jejaka pon vain siol! Taq caye, tengok! (Refer to pictures below)

Bus-ed off from the interchange at 1++. Something stupid happened in the middle, but I shall not elaborate more though. We know, I know. Reached Harbourfront at 2.30++ and then made our way to the departure station. (Refer to pictures below)

By the time we reached Palawan Beach, it was already 3.15. Relaxed/Chilled at the tower up till 5. Like predicted, there were some who drank. (Refer to pictures below)

After that, got changed into our swimming 'attire' and had our pictures taken. (Refer to pictures below)

Lepas itu, kami berendam di laut. Kecoh siulx! (Refer to pictures below-first picture shows us making a heart shape in the sea.)

Then, there came a point of time when we wanted to 'ambush' Ayim. So, we made a circle around him then, SERANGGGGG! (Refer to pictures below)

The rest of the day are spent by chilling, smoking, drinking and camwhoring. Seriously, ribot! Taq caye, tengok! (Refer to pictures below)

Ohh, at last, we made our way home. Tiring but fun though. & there were still some picture which we took while on our way back. (Refer to pictures below)

It was an overall fun journey, and I didn't regret a single bit. I went home then had my sleep. Sedare, taq mau cemburu tau! :D And I feel sick. -.-

I'm aware that I'm sick, but don't you guys worry okay? I've taken my medicine. Thanks, people for the care. Especially, Fathin! Hahah. & Ohh, vomitting doesn't means I'm pregnant bodoh! Kae, bye!
Aqu taq naq retain/downgrade siulx!

23 Oct 2009 - [People change, He Too.]

2009-10-23T21:15:00.005+08:00

Mimie, I know I have promised You this, but I need to speak up my mind!
Speaking Him, not You. Ohh babe, You know, I know.
So, like what everybody don't know is that, he has changed!
I was shocked, and I meant SHOCKED when (insertname) says everything.
KIWAKKK! "Muke innocent, Perangai nonsense" pahhs?
And so, I texted Marissa/Yanaa after knowing all this stuffs.
They gave me succha pathetic reply, because they know he's not that kind.
I simply said, people change fast and that's a good example.
Meanwhile, I can't believe my ears upon hearing that 'news'.

So, I'll be going down to Sentosa tomorrow with Brudder(s).
WHEE! I'm glad that Momma and Daddy gave me that green light to go out.
But, I have to thanks Abang for making this possible. YEAYY!
I've yet to pack my bag, since I will be changing clothes tomorrow.
And Abang, remember to text me when You're going off, I wanna follow!
Ohh, I'm so excited because this is the first trip with Brudder(s) to Sentosa.
Conferm kecohhh dan ramai sekali yang pergi! KECOHZX! :D
I guess, I'll be meeting Abang tomorrow, since we're going home TOGETHER.

23 Oct 2009 - [To Ah'Man]

2009-10-23T11:37:00.005+08:00

Ignore it if it doens't concerns you.
Thanks, and I don't mind you clicking away.

Ah'Man: I dah tak bole larang U buat ape ape lagi. U sendiri kate U taknak I control hidup U. I cume bole beri nasihat. Mungkin, lepas ni kite dah tak akan jumpe lagi. U jage diri bile I dah tak ade. Lepas ni, I tak akan ade untuk jage U lagi. I tetap akan sayang U. Jangan fikir senang bagi untuk lupekan U.

(I cried until no more tears could flow out, when I received that text message. I replied though, knowing that I can't possibly stop him.)

Hudah: Suke hati U lah nak cakap ape. U dh buat keputusan, I dah tak bole buat apeape. Dah tak nak contact, tak ape lah macam tu. Hanye kerane sebatang rokok, U nak buat I macam gini? Okay, then I can't do anything. Thanks for everything and congratulations! U've succeed in making me cry. Goodbye Bestfriend. I Love you.

(It didn't occur to me that he actually meant alot to me, eventhough he's just my bestfriend. It took him awhile to reply. I only got his reply at night, 10++ p.m)

Ah'Man: Bukan niat I nak tinggalkan U. Tapi I tak sanggup tengok perempuan yang I sayang, jadi bahan kutuk orang. Bile U isap rokok, ramai yang pandang rendah kat U. I bole jadi kawan baek U skali lagi. Tapi, boleh tak kalau U janji yang U tak akan isap rokok lagi?

(At that point of time, I was feeling angry because he's using himself to threaten me. So I replied, with harsh words.)

Hudah: U jangan salah sangke kalau I cakap ni. U dah tolak I ketepi, abeh U nak tarik I balek? Tolong lah U, tak mau fikir pasal diri sendiri. I need alife. I don't mind if U won't be my bestfriend anymore. But please, my life isn't yours. I've treated U good enough, can't U just understand me, for once(?)

Ah'Man: Terserah kepade U. Memang I tau I dah buat silap, bile I cakap gitu kat U. Tapi, U pon kene paham perasaan I. I pon dah tak tau nak buat ape lagi, supaye U bole berheti ni semue.

(And again, he's trying to control my life. So I wanted to end everything.)

Hudah: U go make your choice Rahman. U leave, I'll still continue smoking. U stay, I'll still continue smoking. There's no difference. Now U decide. I've said my piece. U'remy bestfriend, I don't want U to make mistakes. I Love U, but it's up to U. Text me back tomorrow. I'm in no mood.

(But he said he wanted to end everything today[refering to yesterday])

Ah'Man: No. We will end it today.

(By the time he replied, I wasn't having any mood. So, everything just came out.)

Hudah: Senang cakap, kalau U nak pergi, dipersilakan. But if U're staying, I welcome U back. It's simple kae? Rahman, Hudah dah penat. Hudah nak tido. Selamat malam.

(He didn't reply a single thing.)

Rahman, ape bende yang da masuk badan U eh? I pon da tak tau nak cakap ape lagi. Dulu, U yang belikan I bende ni semue, abeh sekarang U nak halang I pulak? Tak masuk akal siol. Kae, kalau U mau pergi, just go. I won't stop U. Ingat uh, I jadik gini sebab U. Dulu, U tak pernah halang I.

22 Oct 2009 - [To Friends]

2009-10-22T19:57:00.004+08:00

To Ah'Man Dearest:
You will never know how much you made me sad, by saying all that stuffs to me.
Just because of a cigarette, you're punishing me like this?
I can't accept this kind of punishment, but I can never do anything.
It's up to you to decide everything, since you've said everything out.
I don't mind losing a friend, but you're way much different.
You were always there for me, especially when I needed you most.
But now, everything is gone and it's impossible for me to have everything back.
Take care of yourself because I can never be there again to takecare of you.
I hope you'll find some girl, better than me who's worth al your Love.
Don't worry about me, I'll be just fine though you're not around.
Just remember not to forget about me, because I will never forget you.
Goodbye bestfriend, I Love You, really.

To Eiiqah Cousin:
Don't worry much about your results, because that's not the end.
Trust yourself that you can do it, and you'll make it.
You've tried your best in your exam, so don't bring sadness into life.
As long as you've tried, you will succeed, I'm sure.
In regards to (insertname), don't worry, I'll talk to him.
Takmau cry ataupun sad banyak banyak oiy! :DDDDD
Airmata perempuan mahal hoi!

To (youdontneedtoknow):
Kau takmau pikir yang aku mau rosakkan/hancurkan hubungan kau tau.
Niat aku mau tolong kau dalam hal9/perkare ni, bukan mau pisahkan korang.
I don't like to see my girls suffer, especially suffer about guys.
Kau jangan buat keputusan terburu-buru siol!
Aku bukannye mau pakse kau buat ni semue.
Kau pergi fikir masak-masak dulu baru kau cakap ni semue pat aku ehh.
Aku taknak kau buat jalan mati, abeh nanti kau yang merane.
At the same time, I don't want you to play with my girl's heart tawuk!
Kau pon takmau cry oiy!
Aku baru cakap sikit, kau dahh emotional.
Aku tak suke laa tengok kawan-kawan aku sedih/nangis.

To Adib/Am/Zee:
Thanks eh tadi cheer-up kan aku.
Hhhaha! Kalau korang tak buat aku ketawe, mesti aku nangis all the way.
Aku sayang korang hoi!
And be sure, I won't cry anymore pasal lelaki.
Aku dahh penat us nangis-nangis nii semue. :D

21 Oct 2009 - [Snap Shots-Swimming]

2009-10-21T18:01:00.016+08:00

I bathed for like four time yesterday , and I even bathed at granny's crib.
I wasn't feeling good , don't ask why.
School was just plain boring .

But , it was horrible when I start to have 'rashes' all over my body . Seriously , tak bole tahan hoi !

There's even this point of time when I went to the toilet to wash my body . Haha ! Lega siket tawuk !

Then recess , we went into that 'Out-Of-Bound' area , tapi kena halau kelua . Haha ! Kekek pahhs ! :D

Tapi end up , kena scold by Ms. Baey . Hhhaha .

Dismissed , fellow guyfriends played in the toilet . Shout shout shout , then Ms. Baey scold .

Itu part , kelakar siol !

Eiiqah and Suraya came over to my house to bake those cookies . Sedap tawuk !

Then , went over to Man Fut Tong to meet Love(s) .

Home sweet home .

Anyway , below are some pictures that are overdued . Goodbye .
Badanku masih gatal liao !

Tengah pegang rokok siol itu gambar (!)

Gambar pertame , Hudah suke !

Ade je lah , mereka-mereka yang nak masuk frame . (-.-)

He said I've changed . KIWAKKK (!)

Abang-abang .

20 Oct 2009 - [Survival Training Camp]

2009-10-20T17:38:00.014+08:00

(Suddenly, my room smells awful)

Survival Training Camp (Pulau Ubin, 2 day 1 night.)

-Bumboated to Pulau Ubin from Changi Jetty.
-I'm in Delta, with Fidya/Oszaimi/Faridzuan.
-Pitched shelter. Aishah lost 2 of our poles. I was already pissed off by then.
-Lunch.
-Intermediate Rope Challenge. There's this guy who's stuck up on the obstacle. So I pulled the ladder to him and pulled him to the platform. Tarik nye Tarik, dier lepaskan. KIWAK! Dah lah dier berat, pulak tu buat kite susah! But, the rope challenge gerek laa siol! I completed the course! Sir said I did a good job. YEAY!
-Jetty Jump. Mr Monthly is here, so I didn't complete that. Somehow, it looked fun.
-Campfire preparation. With Shahrul. Eiiqah, jempot jealous. :D
-Dinner. We(me and Fidya) 'stole' my group's food. End up, the rest yang kene marah. Evil kan kite?
-Campfire preparation. Performed with Shahrul. Eiiqah, jempot jealous. :D
-Wash up. YEAYYY!
-Lights out. Used handphone, end up sleep later.

-Woke up at 5.15 A.M.
-Wash up. Haha! Fidya, you know, I know. :D
-Morning PT. Stretches and Running aje. Taq macam Sec 2 oiy! :x
-Breafast. Biscuits all the way.
-Survival Practice. Fun liao! Played with fire and 'barbecued' the fish. Then, ~~hangus!~~ Hhha! :D
-Orientation. Played team-building games. Tat Jin Sir, my name is Hudah, not Hadah!
-Lunch. I bathed during lunch time. Haha! Case terlalu panas! Tapi gerek! Dan Sir taq marah liao!
-Area cleaning. Penat siol!
-De-brief.
-Goodbye time. I said bye-bye to Shahrul. Then we made the 'Eh-Ah' thingy. Nii part, Eiiqah jealous. Hhaha!
-Home sweet home.

Reached home. I ate, bathed and the slept until morning. Haha! Woke up, then got 6 messages. :D Tired liao! As for today, we got our results. Don't ask about mine. TERUKKK SIOL! I'll be changing my handphone soon, since I complained to daddy that my current handphone sucks! And he offered me a new number. How great? But, I didn't accept his offer. -.- Kae, for once, I enjoyed during English Lesson. Apekan tidak! Watched movie siol! :D

Did I mention that Momma came to school today? She fetched me then we went to Granny's Crib together. I bathed at Granny's Crib because I had mosquito bites all over my body. Cannot tahan liao! :D Then, took a cab back home.

I'll be posting all backdated pictures soon.

How do you expect me to react after You say all those stuffs? Whatthefuck are You trying to say to me? You said that You hate girls who smokes, which means You hate me too. Then, why are You still saying that You Love me? Fuck you, there's no Love when there's no trust. Funny, You said that You Love me, when actually You hate me. I wonder how long You've been lying to yourself. Please eh, I'm not the one who forced You to Love/Hate me. Now that I've known the truth, You said that You've never meant anything? Hhaha! Whatever, but I don't mind, not even care. Come and say You Love me or whatever shit You wanna give me. All I know is that, You're just the same as the rest. I should have known that trusting You is never a correct move. Ohh yes, but there's no impact on me though. I've never fall for You, neither have You win a place in my heart. I won't regret losing You bay-beh! -.-

17 Oct 2009 - [To ZBK]

2009-10-17T22:44:00.002+08:00

You know, once I forgot how it feels to be Loved and how to Love.
But, You thought me how it feels and You thought me how to Love again.
Being close to you for more than 1 month, I learned how to be a big girl,
enduring each and every fall that I've gone through.
I admit that there was times when I shed tears, but it didn't stop me from Loving You.
Up till now, I could still remember the first day we spend time together.
The very first time, when we were out in the rain together.
Bby, I missed all those times when we were together.
Though You're now gone, I am still able to live on,
because the Love that You once gave to me, will last for a lifetime.
Your Love have once been a source of hope for me,
but now, it's your Smile and Laughters that brings hope to me.
Know why Bby?
I will be happy, as long as You're happy.
But, it's sad to see you change in such a short time.
Where's the old You?
Ohh, should You have found a new girl in your life, I wish you the outmost happiness.
Last long, and be sure to shower her all the Love like how You've showered them to me.
Never break her heart because it would be hard to mend it back.
But Bby, be sure to keep smiling, stay cute because that makes that star in You shines.
*Tears falling*
Thanks for all the love that You've once showered to me.
You're the one guy that I'll remember throughout my life journey.
I appreciate all that Care that's meant for me.
Those fetching and sending me from/to home.
Those goodbye kisses, hugs and love confessions.
You will never know how much I've suffered, how much I WILL be suffering.
Because I know, You no longer Care.

16 Oct 2009 - [Swimming Trip]

2009-10-16T21:33:00.010+08:00

16 October 2009. WAAAAAAA!~
Abehy asal eh nan date niarie? Pi mati lorr. :D

I got a great day with Love(s) today.
Am, Jas, Zee, Rain, Su, Eiiq, Amir, Sempoi, Danish, Ahmad, Kay.
Bus-ed off to Sengkang on 161, double decker bus.
Ohh, met Daddy before that and had a quick chat.
It was a mundane trip in the bus. Betol, taq bedek.
Reached the swimming pool, changed and swam.
The slide macam siakk oit! Laju giler, tapi gerekkk.
The pool very cold liao! Then, adeh yang daa menggigil pat situ. HAHAH!
Exit-ed from that place and had our lunch/dinner.
Then, camwhored with the guys/Eiiq during the sunset. Scenery lawa tawukkk! :DDDDD
Bus trip home macam sial. Taq perlu tawu kenape.
Likewise, thanks Baby(s) for making me smile again. YEAYYYYY!
Walked to Man Fut Tong where the guys played poker.
Then, went back home.
Danish seriously is not a good guy to share stuffs with.
KIWAKKKK! Berbual nan binatang lagy bagos. Haha!
Home sweet home. I'm exhausted!

15 Oct 2009 - [Confession Circle]

2009-10-15T19:53:00.002+08:00

I'm finally home after meeting Love(s).
Eiiqa came to fetch me from home and then we bus-ed off to Causeway in seacrh of presents.
Then, off to her house to prepare her stuffs, and then headed to Man Fut Tong.
After so long, played in the rain, but we weren't wet. YEAYYYYY!
Reached there, played poker and stuffs.
So, the hilarious part was when Adibb fell down, because the floor was slippery!
KIWAKKKKK! Jatoh macam nangke busuk siol!
There was also a part in which Adibb had to enter the rubbish shoot because he lost in the game.
Tapi, dier taq berani! Katenye, gelappppppp!
After some left the place, we had this 'Confession Circle'.
Every person had to confess something, and some really confessed deeply.
Mainly it Me, Am, Ahmad, Aidil, Adibb, Yanaa, Rain.
Ramai yang terperanjat tawu biler masing masing confess!
It was a great thing though, because we got to know each other's secret. *Winks!*
Yet, everything happens and end in the circle.
Korang, ingat tawuk! Antare kami.
I confessed from deep down my heart, so I hope you people can keep everything.
Remember, mula di sana, habis di sana.

15 Oct 2009 - [Puffed]

2009-10-15T11:12:00.005+08:00

You certainly have no right to stop me from doing what I want to do.
I hate the fact that you simply can't be bothered with my feelings.
Hell yeah, I know I'm a girl, but I know how to take care of myself.

I can't sleep and I'm bored!
That's the reason why I'm here.
Ohh, I've got a great day yesterday with Love(s) and a few others.
Watched 'The Proposal' back at home alone, and the story was just average.
Got out from home at around 3 plusplus.
Reached Man Fut Tong and saw that there were a couple of people whom I wasn't familiar with.
So occasionaly, I went to the street soccer court to watch fellow classmates.
Likewise, stayed with Love(s) and talked about all random stuffs.
Halfway through, Momma called and reminded me to buy her burger for her.
So I stayed at Man Fut Tong until 7 plusplus.
While waiting for the rest, sang with the people, randomly.
That guy nyer suare macam cartoon oit! :DD
Took the bus to Causeway with the rest(they went elsewhere) and then bought the burgers.
Home Sweet Home.

Ohh yes, I appreciate it if you don't ask "why?" or even "what happened to you?".
Things happens for some reason.
Things have happened, I couldn't pssibly just rewind back to the past.

14 Oct 2009 - [Exams Over]

2009-10-14T11:45:00.003+08:00

YEAYYYYYYYYYY !~

Exams daa bis oiy ! :DDDDDD
Okey , I'm glad that finally , the exams are over .

There's no more the need to study and crack my brains !

And there won't be school up till next Tuesday ! *claps!*

I stayed out until 8plusplus yesterday, with Kaki Gerek(s) .

Jyeah , I went to Auntie's crib to visit Dearest Cousin .

Ohh , I had fun teasing Baby Irfan .

To Man Fut Tong , ramai budak luar , so I won't elaborate much .

But it was fun though ! Hahha !

Ohh , F&N paper wasn't really that bad , it was average .

But , there are still some questions that's un-answered .

During the exam , Haziq was making jokes . Pathetic kan ?

And that invigilator kept making us sit upright . -.-

Meanwhile , Shafie was dozing off , but the invigilator woke him up .

At last , the paper over . I went to search for Ms. Baey .

Thanks laa Marissa kerane temani saye . (insertgrins)

I'll be meeting fellow Kaki Gerek(s) at 2 P.M today .

They kept reminding me to bring the guitar ! *pfft!*

Ohh , had a sharing activity with Siti Mahmudah outside school .

Don't worry babe ! I won't talk about (youknowwho) anymore .

Meanwhile , I had a sharing activity with Amir and Iiqah yesterday .

Jyeah korang , I felt alot more better after expressing everything .

Likewise , I thank you guys for listening to me ayy .

I did not cry though . I repeat , I did NOT ! :DD

13 Oct 2009 - [Snap Shots]

2009-10-13T11:19:00.003+08:00

I was bored , and there was nothing for me to do .
Meanwhile , above are pictures of beloved kaki-gerek .
Orang orang yang taqdeh tuu , maknenye Hud taqdeh gmbar korang .
Jadik , taqmau laa kecik hati iyer ! :DDD

12 Oct 2009 - [2 Day Post, Snap Shots-Pasir Putih]

2009-10-12T16:55:00.002+08:00

2 Days post.

Yesterday:
Went to Malaysia, Pasir Putih to vist Late Grandfather's Family.
Ohh, I definitely had fun there, especially when there were alot of food being served.
We arrived there at around 1 plusplus P.M, likewise, Momma woke me up at 7 A.M.
Camwhored almost everywhere, and that monkey named Meng is super cute!
Nek Itam cooked alottt of dishes, yet my Aunties and Uncles were too engrossed in the Asam Pedas. Hhaha!
And ohh, there were a total of 3 families, thus there were 3 cars travelling. Bayangkan lah berape kecoh nyer keadaan di sane.
Since there were 3 houses there for us to visit, we then moved on to Tok Ayim's house. He cooked the crabs oiy!
We were going 'Gugu Gaga' on the crabs, that we ate almost the basin full.
While eating, there were some who were karaoke-ing. Rumah kampung pon adeh stereo set tawukk! :D
Then, my Auntie did some housework at the jetty.
Thenm, it was home sweet home!

Today:
Ohh, I am super sleepy today for some reasons.
I woke up late, I missed my 911 bus, I missed my 903 bus, and I missed my 913 bus.
At last, I took bus-ed off in 913, but then ramai orang!
(insertname) was in the bus too. Hahha! Syaa, you know, I know! :D
Maths Paper 2 was somehow easier than Maths Paper 1. I could do most of the questions.
Still, I left some questions un-answered because I was too sleepy/lazy to complete them. I told you I was too tired!
Met the rest, but I went home while they went for their breakfast.
At home, slept in unchanged clothes until 4plusplus P.M.
Kae, I won't bother posting more. Bye-Bye!

Happy Birthday Jasri Sayangzx ! :D

Orang tuu dah 15 laa ! Dah besar dier ! Hahha !

Hud wish Jasri goodluck in everything yang Jasri buat ayer ! Stay sachok sentiase ! :D

Aqu sayang kaw laa pantat !

10 Oct 2009 - [2 Day Post]

2009-10-10T20:55:00.002+08:00

Yesterday trip was a fun one, eventhough there were only 11 people present.
Ohh yes, meeting time was 3 o'clock, but I arrived at 3.30. Hhaha! :DDD
Made our way to Kenet's house first. Geez! Itu budak banyak baek oiy! Goodboy semacam siol! (insertlaughs)
Then, it was to my house.
*Phew!* It was a good thing that (insertname) didn't follow us for the trip. Momma was asking alotttt of questions. We know, I know laa kan!
Then, to Fauzee's place. We had to stay outside for a couple of minutes, because the house was packed.
Had a quick snack there, and went off to Celon's house. Kae, that Babygirl has a very pretty eyes!
We walked our way to Celon's house. I wasn't wearing high heels, so it didn't matter.
&& I hate Danish for making all that 'ghost actions'! I swear, he's going to meet one ghost soon. PFFT!
Kiwakkk! Nampak kaw pey shadow, seram bodo! -.-
Headed down to Yishun to go to Amir's and Inaa's house.
Pathetically, something happened along the way. I shall not elaborate more.
We had our laughing moments at Inaa's house. Amir was such an idiot, seriously. We just couldn't stop laughing at him
At Amir's crib, his mum fried for us chicken nuggets. Yes, his mum were kind enough to have prepared all those stuffs, eventhough it was already 12 A.M.
Thousand thanks to Am's family for sending us all to Causeway Point.
Jyeah, more thanks for sending me right under to my doorstep. See, his father is simple a greattttt man! :D
Betol, taq bedek! He sent me until my house. (insertwidesmile)
I reached home at 12.30 A.M. Washed up then I went to bed.

Woke up at 2 P.M today, banyak gerek tau tido!
So, went to Mami Julia place with Idham, Brudder, Sonya, Yatt and (forgottenname).
It was a mundane trip!
Arrived at Daddy's place, there were tons of people. Then, had our lunch>karaoke!
Jyeah, I got to meet my so called step-mother, step-sister and step-brother.
Kiwakkk! Dah lame taq jumpe, satu satu daa berubah giler siakkk!
Zubair, he's now big, unlike before when he used to be small and short. Ohh, dulu kiter minum susu same same oiy!
Kak Siti now very pretty liao! :D
The rest of my step-brother, taq dapat jumper.
I went home alone, because I did not want to follow Brudder and the rest.
Atlast, I've arrived home. :D
Pee/Ass: Zubair, aku adik-tiri kau! Bukan sedare kau bodoh! Hhaha!

9 Oct 2009 - [2 More Papers]

2009-10-09T13:42:00.002+08:00

I've only got another two papers to go ! :DDDD

Today is my Physics and History paper . Likewise , I could do both papers .
Meanwhile , I cracked my brain , just to complete the papers , expecially for History .
I did the essay on Treaty of Versailles , but I did it anyhow . Hhahah ! What do you expect kan !
And and , I was sitted right at the back with Haziq and Syariifah ! Imagine how kecohrable it was ! :D
Haziq was super crazy I tell you ! He took my water bottle from my table , during exams . -.-
Kiwakkkkk ! Itu anak mintak kene smack , betol , tak bedeq .
Then , we had our Physics paper . Kae , it's simply average .
But , there was some questions which let me dumbfounded though .
And I got all my unit wrong ! PFFT !
Jian Bin is simply succha a fool ! He wrote down his NRIC number on the OTAS sheet , when he was supposed to write down his name .
Then , for the test name , he wrote down his name . I could Mrs. Segar smiling , eventhough she was mad !
Hahhaha!

Met Brudder 88 outside school and I guess , we'll be having another Raya Outing today .
Likewise , had a sharing activity with Nazirah . You know , I know ayyy !
Then , I went home .
I'm super hungry , but my Momma haven't cooked ! *Stomach Grumbling!*
Kae , lazy to post more ! Goodbye ! :D

8 Oct 2009 - [Jealousy]

2009-10-08T17:50:00.001+08:00

Ohh yes, there's a change in my blogskin. :DDDDD
I had nothing else to do, so I edit-ed everything.
I've lost some links ontheway though, but I think it wouldn't matter much.
Precisely, I've got some links there.

English Paper 2 was simple! I can do it! YEAYYYYYY!
See how happy I am now, but I bet I'll be frowining tomorrow. Ya'rightttt! Tomorrow is my Physics and History paper!
Like I've said, I suck big time at both the subjects! :(((((
I hope I'll be able to make it. *Prays.*
Meanwhile, I hate Mdm. Rosna for making us turn back and walk.
Cher, it's of no difference! Can't U see? Kiwakkkk! U wasted our time!
Mrs. Segar, I guess she's on PMS today.
She scolded the class, without any valid reasons. She didn't even allowed us to the washroom!
Classmates, presenting your favourite teacher! -.-

After school, went to Banquet with Brudder 88 for our breakfast. I ate chicken rice.
Went over to Man Fut Tong soon after.
Talked onthephone with Syaa about (youknowwho).
I never thought, I never knew! I was veryyyyyyy sad! Ohh, then stomach-ache strikes!
I needed the washroom URGENTLY, and thanks Jasri for accompanying me. :DDDDD
Something cropped up in the middle, but it was resolved though. *Claps!*
YEAYYYYYY! I had a fun time teasing Cousin/Danish. Hahhaha! It was meant to be a joke DearestCousin! (insertwidesmile)
I went home, after my mundane trip there.
Ohh goshhhh! I'm starting to miss Fauzee Bestfriend. :(

Momma made for me Tom Yam! (insertgrins)
I ate everything up, but now my throat has that 'burning sensation'. I ate while it was super-hot!
Ape kan tidak! Dah kebulur siaaaa! :D
Momma paitao Hudahh! She said she wanted to go shopping, but then ended up, she stayed at home, bake cake.
Laaaaaa, Mommaku dah sah pemalas! *Winks!*
Kae, I'm done posting. Malas liao mau type lagyy!
Goodbye Readers!

7 Oct 2009 - [Convo W Daddy]

2009-10-07T18:43:00.001+08:00

I feel so horribleeeeeeee today! :(

Firstly, it's because I screwed up in my maths paper today.
Kiwakkkkkk! Susah maha susah sia!
What do you expect?
I didn't know most of the questions, and I left them blank, without even attempting to try them.
Blanked-brain, seriously. Ohh, listening comprehension was otherwise though.
Discussed the answers with Syaa'Dearest. Hhahaha! :D
Cikgu keleng itu pon biarkan jekk. Hahha!

And so, I had this little sore throat in the morning, simply because I ate too manyyyyyyy kueh yesterday.
I was coughing everywhere. Irritating ass laa kan!
In the bus, I kept quiet, because my throat was in pain!
I was at the verge of coughing, coughing and coughing, but I hold them because there were people in the bus. See how hygienic I am! :D
Went for our lunch at KFC, and I ate my bandito and cheesefries.
Too bad I couldn't finish them all.
Partially because my stomach could not accept the food.
I felt like vomitting! I told you I feel horrible! :(

Met momma but I went home first.
I slept, in my uniform. I was too tired to change out.
At last, momma kene basuh baju nii. Hhaha! :D
When I woke up, my voice sounded like an elephant! Suare serak siol!
But, it's okey now that I have drank alottttt of plain water.
&& I ate the chocolate ice cream that momma bought earlier, and I ended up kena scold my momma! Hahah!

Sorry eyy kawan-kawan sebab Hudahh paitao korang! Hudahh penat laa mau turon.

Ohh, I had this conversation with Daddy, about Fauzee. Jyeah, it was a joke.
Hudahh: Bapak, open-house rumah mami jadi ke taq?
Daddy: Jadi laa. Adeq bawak lah kawan adeq. Lelaki ke perempuan, bapak tak kisah.
Hudahh: Oke laa. Hudahh bawak Zee uhs. (I wanted to look at my Dad's reaction)
Daddy: Bawak laa. Nanti boleh bawak kenal-kenal dengan dier.
Hudahh and Daddy: (Laughing)
..........................................
Daddy: Adeq, Zee tuu pandai ke bodoh?
Hudahh: Dier taq pandai sangat. Bodoh laa kirekan tu.
Daddy: Adeq nanti naq pergi Poly ke ITE?
Hudahh: Poly laa. ITE macam bodoh jer.
Daddy: Kesian Fauzee, nanti adeq pergi Poly dier kene tinggal.
Hudahh & Daddy: (Laughing)
Daddy: Nanti bapak cakap dengan dier, suroh belajar ok?
Hudahh: Ape saje laa bapak nii!

6 Oct 2009 - [Private Blog]

2009-10-06T18:32:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry, but I have to private-ise my blog.

First and foremost, YES, I'm still waiting for a miracle to happen.
YES, I'm still waiting for him to be mine again.
YES, I'm jealous now that he has got someone new.
But it makes sense doesn't it?
Now, I want you people to know.
Ever wondered what comes into my mind when you people talk about relationship?
All those sweet memories of ours will start to roll in.
Eiqaa, remember just now when you asked for a good date to become someone's?
I was keeping my mouth shut, not wanting to let go of something. Those held-back tears.
Am, remember the time we were in the bus, and you played song on you handphone?
I was closing my eyes, and facing downwards because those tears were starting to roll down.
Ahmad, remember the time when you asked me about my current love-life?
I merely said it was O.K, because I wanted you people to know that I've not yet found someone new.
Fauzee, remembered the time when I said that I feel like smoking?
I was really flunk-ed out, and I really felt like smoking.
People, remembered the time when we were at Wali's house for Hari Raya, and I kept silent.
That house brought back memories I had with him. That was the first day I received my kiss from him.

Now that we're over, don't you people the change in him?
You don't, but I do!
When we were together, he doesn't smoke that often, but now, he smokes everytime someone lights up a cigarette.
When we were together, he barely send messages, but now, he holds on to his handphone every single second.
When we were together, he doesn't really talks to other girls, but now, he says 'hi' to other girls.
When we were together, he doesn't really like to take pictures, but now, he smiles at the cameras!
When we were together, he doesn't usually stay out till evening, but now, he's still there even when I've gone back home.
Small changes, yet a big difference.

It's never easy for me to forget about him, especially not when we've gone through small bits together. Those times when he use to text me every single day, those times when he used to say 'ILY'. Perhaps, he may have found someone new, but I won't look for someone new. They say, everything happens for a reason. Our conflict happens, to bring out more happiness for him, while for me, it brings out my inner-self that I've been keeping. I've never think of any other guy, as much as I think of Khamarul. I love him, and that's for sure. Like I've said, don't talk to me when I say 'Don't talk to me'. I need a time off and I need to let go. Crying is not my way, and I don't wanna cry. I should have known, being with you people and seeing him everyday doesn't lightens my misses towards him. I brings back all those memories, making me miss him more.

"Bukannya aku tidak mampu untuk melupakannya.
Tetapi, bukanlah kemahuanku untuk melupakannya."

6 Oct 2009 - [3 Day Post]

2009-10-06T15:32:00.001+08:00

Apologies to dearest readers for not updating for several days. Likewise, here is a updates for the recent days that have just passed. :D It will be a rather longgggg post, so bear with me oke? Thanks!

Sunday:
I was out the whole day with fellow dearest(s) for our raya outing. Meanwhile, there were a total of 22/23 people present during that point of time. Ribot uhh ribotttt! Met in the afternoon, but arrived home at midnight. Kaki pain giler siaa! We had to walk such long distances, and the ladies were complaining all way through. Ohh, I was with Amirul the whole day through. Couple mahhs! (It was something un-planned! We were the only one wearing black/white. So yea, it was random.) There happened to be an incident when they ate cat's food. Case dah kebulur sangat tuuu! Hhaha! Then, they gave us that shitt face. Kiwakkkkk! Makanan kucing pon dorang bedal siaaa! But I really had fun though! :D
pee/ass: "Aqu cair baleq pat dier kangggg!" Hudahh to Yanaa.

Monday:
WAAAAAAA! Hudahh screwed up in the Social Studies paper. Makkk kau! Hudahh daa penat mau tules, then Hudahh taq bwat 1 essay. Biler pikir baleq, waste 13 marks siaa! GRR! Then, stayed back for Physics and Chemistry remedial. Kae, after that, went to Man Fut Tong. It was fun, partially because Apan/Yun was there. It rained halfway, but it didn't matter much because it was only drizzling. Tapi, Hudahh kener rembat dengan bola takraw alottttt of times oiy! Jage korang! Later Hudahh amek revenge! (insertwickedsmile)
pee/ass: I went home EARLIER than usual, so that I could revise for my examinations tau! Goodgirl kannnnn?!

Today:
Chemistry paper banyak senang liaooooooo! But, there are still some questions that I failed to answer. Nehh, I'm still happy because I could complete the paper on time. :D Thanks kepade sesiape yang suruh Hudahh belajar pasal titration nan precipitation! Seriously, I am happy! Went for out breakfast at Banquet with Aurysa/Eiqaa. For once, I ate the chicken rice. *Weird!* Then, blahblahblah, went to Man Fut Tong. Ohh, my book kena doodle by Amirul! Hhaah! He drew alottttt of things! Daaa, pastuh baleq rumah! Tomorrow's my Maths Paper! Alermakkkkk! Macam maner nii? Kalau taq tau buat macam maner seh? Meanwhile, wish Hudahh goodlucks tawuk! I'm so going to need them! :D

3 Oct 2009 - [When You Set Your Eyes On Other Girls]

2009-10-03T22:23:00.002+08:00

I was happy when U replied to my messages. Kae, whatever! -.- I had so much fun today! I was at Auntie Liah's crib in the afternoon. In which, I spent my time, playing around with Baby Irfan & Yasmine. I swear, I had so much laughters that I needed a tissue to wipe away my so called 'tears'. Ohh, how funny it was to see Baby Irfan's scared face.

Then, bus-ed off to Auntie Ira's crib. Her friend was at her house, but it didn't bothered me much. I did what I wanted and blahblahblah. At played bunga api, then proceeded up again to watch that ghost story. Entah ape title! Hudahh maen tengok jerr! But, scary yannow! Baby Ryan was like already stucked to me. He even said that it was scary. Hahhaha!

Somehow, when we were playing the bunga api, Baby Ryan got hit with the bunga api. Then he cried. Seeing him crying, Baby Ayu also cried. Alermakkkkk! Hudahh & Auntie Nisa daa panic sekejap! Then, Auntie Nisa took Ryan back home, while I took Ayu to Grandma's crib. (Anyway, granny's crib and auntie's crib are just 2 floors away) Pastuh, Ayu maseh crying, then Hudahh kene bawak dier naek atas. Sempot siaaaaa! Hahha! :D

I am busy planning about what to wear tomorrow for my date with Brudder 88. Kiwakkkkk! Tak tau nak pakai baju ape siaaaaa! -.-

I admit, I hate it when You set your eyes at other girls.

2 Oct 2009 - [Convo W Faezah]

2009-10-02T15:15:00.002+08:00

Standard uh! Biler lelaki baru break dengan matae dier, tanduk api teros keluar! WAAAAAA!~Kalau terase, tu kau pey pasal.

Tu perempuan satsat daa angkat paisey dengan kiteh. Ape macam? Hhaha!

(Our conversation)
Hudahh: Chill uh, kiteh datang bukan mau gadoh. Kiteh cume mau abeskan ni perkare.
Faezah: Kae uh. Sekarang korang naq jumper aku, naq berbual nan aku. Sekarang korang berbual, aku dengar.
Hudahh: Kae. Kiteh sekarang taq puas hati apersal kaw tudoh kiteh stare kaw semue. Case kaw nan Marissa daa tutup, nii sekarang hal kiteh orang. Apersal kaw ckap kiteh stare kaw, sedangkan kiteh taq pernah stare kaw?
Faezah: Aqu cakap kawan kawan Marissa per. Yang korang terase asal? Korang terase, bukan salah aku. Hal aku nan Marissa daa selesai.
Hudahh: Tapi biler korang berbual, takdeh orang mengalah. Taqdeh orang angkat paisey.
Faezah: Hal aku nan Marissa daa settle. Ape lagi?
Hudahh to Marissa: Marissa, kaw pi sane. Nii bukan hal kaw lagy.
Eiqaa to Faezah: Memang hal kaw nan Marissa daa settle. Sekarang, asal kau ckap kiteh stare kaw semue?
Faezah: Kawan aqu cakap korang stare aku per. Abeh takkan nak diam diri. Kalau korang taq stare, daa uh! Hal settle per.
Hudahh: Taqdeh. Sekarang, kaw mulekan nii bende, aqu mau kaw selesaikan nii bende. Setakat angkat paisey jer per. Taq susah.
Faezah: Kae uh. Aqu mintak paisey. Ok?
Hudahh to Eiqaa/Falah: Korang terime per dier pey paisey?
Eiqaa/Falah: UHHHHH!
Hudahh: Ape lagy jalan uhhh!
(Then we went off)

Biler aku cakap yang K daa berubah, korang ckap aku jealous laa, tuu laa, ini laa. Ey, mesti uhh aqu jealous! Pikir senang per mau lupekan dier? Siakkk uhs! Korang tau rase cemburu biler tengok Ex korang dengan perempuan laen. Abey, part aku, adeh jekk korang mau sindir. Siol uhs! Biler K dengan aqu, dier taq pernah berbual nan perempuan laen. Daa break, tanduk api semue keluar! Cakap 'Hi' pat perempuan laen semue. Pastuh, mintak number perempuan mane tahhh. Kiwakkkkkk! Jealous uhh siaa! GRRR! Memang uh aku contact lelaki laen sekarang! Taq semestinyer aku daa lupekan dier perr. -.-

1 Oct 2009 - [Convo W Faezah]

2009-10-01T18:34:00.001+08:00

Niarie sekolah gerekkk. Macam macam yang berlaku. Went to school as per normal. Mother Tongue lesson. Free period/Revision. Played 'True or True'. Alermakkkk! Question macam sial siakkk! Hudahh pat situ naq jawab daa paisehy giler babi. Sumpahhh! Laen kali Hudahh tanye korang soalan lagy rabak. F&N, English. Gerek pahhh, Shafie story-telling dengan Hudahh. Hahahha! Dier share secret dier oiy! Hudahh bangge sekejap. Yang laen jealous. BOOOOOOOO! :D Likewise, secret tetap secret laa kan. SS, Recess, Maths. Recess, hahah! Gerekkk. Maths bolehlah tahan. Assembly, kener duduk luar class sebab taq bwat homework. Walandeeeee! Half the class. && I discussed my work with Shafie! :D I repeat ey, SHAFIE! Then, kiter masuk class samesame. Be jealous oke people! DISMISSED!

Stayed for a couple of minute at the bridge. Called that Sec 2 girl numerous of times, but didn't answer. Then when we got to talk to her, she hung up the phone. Kecott! Then, kiteh pergi Man Fut Tong. Gitu gini, berbual on the phone dengan (kawanrapat). Hhhaha! Hung up, went home. Had a sharing activity with Yanaa.

Oke, goodbye readers!
Be jealous, I'm getting closer to Shafie! :DDDDDDD

Kepade Faezah, Marsiling Secondary, Class 2M1:
Kaw taqmawu macam macam siaaa! Berbual taq perlu macam Big Fuck. Kalaw kecot, bilang kecot. Taq perlu uh naq off handphone. Kiwakkk! Kiteh setakat mawu berbual nan kaw, kaw daa hilangkan diri. Nii macam per Minah Rep Wannabe? Ey, baleq rumah complain pat mak kaw sudaaa! Kaw carik pasal nan salah orang laa perempuan. Ehh, kiteh boleh tarik kaw ketepi bila bila laa. Jage diri sia perempuan! Kiteh orang taq akan berdiam diri. Kaw yang mulekan nii permainan. Aqu mawu kaw abeskan nii permainan.
(On The Phone)
Hudahh: Kaw pey masalah dengan Marissa daa habis. Sekarang kiteh yang taq puas hati dengan kaw. Kiteh mawu kaw turon pat blakanG sekolah jumper kiteh.
Faezah: Aku daa pat rumah.
Hudahh: Kaw jangan macam macam. Niarie tetap niarie. Kaw turon sekarang. Kiteh tunggu.
Faezah: Aku cakap aku pat rumah kannn!
Hudahh: Kiteh ape heran. Takmau kecot uh pat sini!
Faezah: Kalaw aqu taqmawu turon amacam?
(Convo ended, Falah snatched my phone away.)

30 Sept 2009 - [To Nurul]

2009-09-30T15:15:00.001+08:00

Ey perempuan! Aqu taq pernah adeh niat mawu rampas tu Aqif dari kaw! Kalaw kaw naq dier, dipersilakan ameq uhh ey! Tapi, sedar laa siket yang Aqif tu daa taq sayangkan kaw. Taq mawu naq perasan buah uhh pat sini. Ohh, apersal taq naq ameq number aqu? Apersal taq naq call aqu? Apersal taq naq berbual nan aqu sendiri? Penakot per girl. Please uhh, mau berbual, bual depan-depan. Taq payah naq suruh orang hantar kate-kate kaw tu. Kaq bukan maneh peyy Big Fuck. Sekali lagy eh aqu cakap. Kalaw kaw mawu jumper aqu, dipersilakan. Kalaw kaw mawu tengok aqu jatoh, mari laa. Kiteh tengok siaper jatoh dulu kae? Fuck off oiy Minah Rep! Ni perempuan taq pernah gentar laa eyy!

School was just average. Bus-ed to school, morning assembly, reading period. Blahblahblah, went for NPCC meeting, got out Kit-List. Chemistry was so wonderful. I didn't do my homework, yet I wasn't punished. Thanks ey Cher! LOL! English was like as per normal. The bore! Recess then Physics. Physics gerek pahh?

Han Jie: Cher, will the egg extinguish will a 'pop' sound.
(Everybody knows that the theory is only meant for Chemistry)
Ms. Baey: Want to be funny? What will extinguish?!
(Ms. Baey angryy liao!)
Han Jie: Ohh, nothing nothing. They all play play
(The class laughed.)

I passed my Maths Common Test! Amacam?! Ohh, then proceeded to the staffroom to do my Common Test. Cibaii korang! Itu paper susah sial! Pikir kelakar perr cakap senang? Then, went off home. I won't be going out today. Someone made me stay at home. Wei! Momma Hudahh kasik keluar siaa! Dier nii plakk yang kacau steam! GRR!

I will be texting this people soon: Amirul(Am), Adib(Adib Erwin), Kay(Khamarul), Jas(Jasri), Eiqahh, Zahra, Sha(Shafiqah), Amirah(Evergreen), Fauzee(Zee), An(Farhan), Osz(Oszaimi), Jani, Dhiya, Azly, Wali, Ayie(Azhari), Yanaa, Ahmad, Aidil S2(Sempoi), Aidil S3, Din(Syarafuddin), Su(Suhairi), Ayim, Qib(Naqib), Rauf(Karup), Rain(Sahrin), Amir.
You people better reply my messages, or else I will Fuck You up and down! Taq kire korang pergi ke taq, korang MESTI reply jugak! Watch out uh ey kalaw taq reply!

28 Sept 2009 - [Happy Birthday Ms. Baey]

2009-09-28T19:20:00.001+08:00

Ohh, niarie Hudahh sungguh gembire. Hhahahh! Tapi Hudahh taq tawu kenaper. Kae, taq perlu kan. Hudahh tawuk.

I went to school as per normal. Kae waittt! I brought that hamper along to school. Seriously, I felt damn awkward because people was looking at me, as though I'm bringing a BOMB to school. I swear, Hudahh jalan adeh siket xiasueyyy. So, I made bigger steps to school and I walked fast. And I really meant FAST. Then, blahblahblah, gave that present/hamper to Ms. Baey. Ini part pon ramai yang kepo kepo tengok oiy! Dah sah! Singaporeans this days.

Whatthehell, had English Paper 1, EOY laaa ey! Bole buat, bende tu senang. && Zhi Yang kept staring at other people. Walande! Mate mintak kener rodokkkkkk! Then, 'celebrated' Ms. Baey's birthday, went home. Pee/Ass: Ms. Baey shook my hand and thanked me for making all the things 'come true'. Ohh, she meant Thank You!(For some idiots out there)

Bathe and got ready to meet kawan. Headed for lunch at KFC, then I bought my stuffs. Wanted to top-up my ez-link card, but there seemed to be an idiotic person whom doesn't fairly knows how to move forward. Hudahh apa lagyyy! Manyakkkkk saket hati liao! So I said "Excuse me, can u stop playing your PSP for once and just move forward?". Then the person gave me that blur face and moved forward. Hahahaha! Cruel kann Hudahh! :D I didn't know what I was thinking during that point of time. Hahah!

Went to Man Fut Tong, saw manyyyyyyyy guys. Found my cousin, sat wih them, then blahblahblah. Maaf laa, Hudahh punyer muke dengan Ouh-Pit laen laa! Ape saje! && Hudahh taq suke biler adeh orang minum air Hudahh tanpe kebenaran Hudahh. Muke taq mawu tebal laa ey! Hudahh daa cakap Hudahh taq suke, taq mawu makin sengaje uhhh! Perangai DOGG! Met Yanaa Sayangxz! Itu minah manyakkkkk songel. Serba-serbi mawu tawukk. Haiyahhhh! Ade ke patut, biler Hudahh tengah on the phone dengan kawan, then (something happened). Paiseyyy tu taq laa sangat. Hhaha! Taq mawu laa ketawekan Hudahh! Hudahh taq jatoh perrr! :D Kae, baleq rumah, Momma taq marahh.

Tadi adeh orang saket. Kaw jage diri siol! Taq mawu macam-macam siaaa! Kaw baleq makan obat, relax one corner sudaa. Kae? Hhaha! Pathetic laa kaw! && kawan asked a weird question that made me jump for joy. Hhhaha! Syaa, you know, i know!

On behalf of Brudder & Sistah 88: Make yourself free on Sunday, 4th October. Kiteh jalan raye that day. Nanti Hud text korang details and everything. Jadik, jangan terperanjat tawukk biler number 98**89*5 text korang. Itu Hud. Kaekae? Dan korang baek text baleq, kalaw taw Hud sembelih satu-satu! Ada paham?! Wansueyyyyyyy! :D

Scroll up, panjang kan post? Hhahah! :D

25 Sept 2009 - [To Aqif Huzairi]

2009-09-25T21:39:00.001+08:00

I was bored, and that explains why I'm here for the second time. Meanwhile, post 'dedicated' to Derest Bestfriend. Ohh, I was on-the-phone with Aqif Bestf earlier. Seems like someone is down. Tapi, macam biase laa. Bile daa sad tuu, dier adeh laa jugak complain ape bende semue. Ending part, confirm satu satu kener maki. Mcam siakkk! Hudahhh innocent giler babi pon kener! Gerekkk eyy U, maki orang? Pantat!

Anyway, cheerup ayy Bestf! I'm sure you will get over it soon. Stay strong, itu pon kalau U maseh nak dier laa. Let go, if you want to let her go. Remember what you said to me? 'Nothing comes easy, you must have your way.' Make your decision, because only you can decide. Likewise, you'll be able to go through all the pains. But, I tell U eh, takdeh gunenye lagyyyy! Hhhaha!

See, now you know how much we have in common, though we are/were in a different situation. What's bothering you now, is the same thing that once bothered me too. Again, like what you said, taqdeh gune pecahkan otak pasal ni semue. Kankan? Jadik, let go sudaaaaaaa!~ Hahha! Hudahh perangai sundal. -.- But, i mean it oiy bodo! Hhahah! Dulu U yang beriye-iye suruh I bwat itu ini kan? Sekarang, I ckp nan U, break sudaaaaa! Hhahaha! :D Budak macam dier, bukan seorang jer perrrr!

Kae, second posting done. WAAAAAAAA! Hudahh manyakk jahat liao! You know , I know ayy bestf! :D

25 Sept 2009 - [Stucked on the Door]

2009-09-25T15:05:00.001+08:00

There was something stupid/funny that happened in the bus. Hhahhaha! I swear, it was damn hilarious. There's this guy who wants to get down from the bus. But, he was supeh-slow that when he was about to get out, the door started closing. Wanting to get out from the bus quickly, he walked faster but too bad, the door CLOSED and his head got stuck between the two doors. Hahhah! Dier diri situ macam budak bodoh siaaa!~ Then when the bus uncle realised the incident, he opened the door. The boy walked away like nothing happened. Hhaha! Lau Hudahh yang jadik budakk tuu, Hudahh daa xiasuey gilerr siaaaa! Hhhahah.

Kae, meanwhile school was plain boring. Macam siakk, English lesson kena scold. Whatthefuckk kan?! -.- Then, mother tongue. That weird Shafie did his 'kertas dialog' in perenggan(s). Kekek siaa itu budak. Hhaha! Then, dier dapat straight ZERO. Recess then History. Hudahh pass Hudahh punyer maths common test siaaa! First time in history tawuk! Proud uhbeyyyyy! :D F&N, taq gerekkk. Then, after school, wanted to meet Ms. Liao to sit for my english common test since I was absent during the day, but she was nowhere to be found. PFFT! Sungguh the pathetic! Then Hudahh baleq lorr!

Went to Causeway to buy some stuffs for Ms. Baey. Likewise, the trip to Causeway Point, banyak ketawe. Ni semue angkare Suraya nan Eiiqah! Hhaha! Kae, reached Causeway the blah blah blah. We were like ~~silly kiddos~~ that went up and down to search for the stuffs. Turon naek, turon naek. Xiasueyyyyy! At last, we got what we wanted. Then, baleqqqq! Pee/Ass: Naseb boleh tukar! Kalau taqqq!
More Than Words>Kiddy Palace>Gift a Name>Action City>Mini Toons.

Kawan-Kawan, Shuhadah taq suke Mr.R laaaaaa! Shuhadah maen-maen aje sehh! Tuu pon naq percaye! Shuhadah taq suke dier! Betol, taq bedeqqqqqq! TAQ SUKE!

24 Sept 2009 - [He Gave Me That Eeyore!]

2009-09-24T17:46:00.002+08:00

Don't bother asking what's with the picture.
I was bored, and that was so random.
Ohh, that's Mr. Eeyore; ~~Khamarul~~ bagi.
&& Eeyore itu bau busuk! Hhahaha!

pee/ass : FATEHAAAAA! If you wanna come my house, bring DidiCazli alonggggggggg! :D

23 Sept 2009 - [Snap Shots-Random]

2009-09-23T19:20:00.002+08:00

I definitely took alotttttt of pictures today. (Not all posted)
Captions above the pictures

The very first.

Amirah & Marissa.

Ini laa budak-budak yang Paitao Hudahh.
(Jasri)

(Amirul)

(Ahmad Fadzly)

(w Amirul)

(w Jasri)

When boredom strikes.

23 Sept 2009 - [My Hair]

2009-09-23T18:36:00.001+08:00

First day of school for Hudahh was like fuckkkk! There was Physics/Chemistry Common Test. Ohh, pathetic asshole, I flunked for both tests. Then, I have to go for my English Common Test. Ape lagyyyyy!~ Hudahh cabot liao! :D Recess was simpy superbb! I mean it. After all so long, we ate with Siti & Iqah small. Rindu ini dua ekor macam crazy siaaaaaa! :D :D Thanks ayyy Dear Siti for doing my homework for me! Aku heartttt kau banyak banyak! Betol, tak tipu!

Lepas itu, keluar sekolah, wanna go home. Bump-ed into Am & Jas, hahah! Rindu bangat nii dua jantan! :D Then went home. Thought of buying some stuffs, hence I asked Am & Ahmad & Jas to tag along. They fetched me via CAB. Ni case conferm satu satu peyy pantat berat to the maxxx. (insertlaughs) Then, they brought me to Man Fut Tong. Gerekk laa kawan-kawan. Hudahh kener paitao! Dorang kate mau pergi Causeway, tapi pii tempat laen. -.- Then, camwhored with fellow kawan karib, then CAB-ed to Causeway. Hahhah! Hudahh bukan pemalas! They were the one who insisted on taking CAB. Sumpahhh! Hhhahha!

Reached Causeway, joint with Shafiqah & Zahra. Then I went looking for my stuffs. Pastuh, pii KFC beli makan untuk Momma. Ini namanye, anak misali! Macam P laa Hudahh. Ohhh, I bus-ed home since the rest wanted to go to Man Fut Tong, while I wanted to go home. Bidded Goodbye, then off I went. Took the same bus with Amir & Fadz. Raya plans with NPCC kiddos' ayy? Hhaha! Kami ingin keluar dengan budak NPCC, Sec 2 + Sec 3. Amacam korang? :D As for Amir, chillax laa. U can ace your exams with Perseverance and Hardwork. Don't give up tawukkkkk!

22 Sept 2009 - [Hari Raya Celebration]

2009-09-22T19:16:00.001+08:00

Ohh dear, my blog looks dead.

The previous days have been really hectic. I had personal visit to both Granny's house, and I got to meet my dearest cousin(s). After all so long of not meeting, Hudahh adeh siket rase weirdddd. Then yesterday, went out for Raya Visiting again. Ohh, sumpah semalam gerekkkkk. We were travelling in 3 different vehicles. A bigggggg lorry, a small van and a car. Korang imagine laa ey, adeh brape bnyak orang ikot. :D And so, we went in a large group dan kiteh serang rumah orang sebagai satu keluarga. You could imagine how packed it was, because I was sweating all day through. By the end, I was already supeh-tired and ended up crying at Momma's lap. Betol taq bedeq.

Today, I skipped school because Momma said I'm not fit to attend school today. And so, bus-ed of to Granny's house to meet Auntie Alin and off we went for our hair treatment. Ohh, there was this stupid part, when the Salon Lady said that Auntie Alin is still schooling. I was laughing away during that moment. I swear, we had a fun time fooling that Auntie. After that, went to Bottletree Park for prawning. Walande, hot to the maxxxx siaa! Lagy lagy Hudahh pakai lengan panjang. Maotttt! Ohh, Baby Fikri was just so energetic. He kept running around, but it was me who is tired. Baby Fikri has alotttt of energy, much enough to do our NAPFA test. Cheyy, part itu tipu. Hhhaha! Camhwhored here and there. Then, it's home sweet home.

I will be attending Mami Julia's openhouse on 10/10. Daddy suruh bawak teman. Ouh-Pit bawak Sonya, abehh Hudahh naq bawak siaperrr? Haiyahhhh! Bawak Fauzee bole pakkkk? Hahhaha.

19 Sept 2009 - [Tomorrow's Hari Raya]

2009-09-19T21:10:00.001+08:00

Waaaaa !~ Besk Raye ayyy ?
Daa ramai orang wish Hudahh 'Selamat Hari Raye' .
Hudahh daa maafkan korang , daa halalkan makan minum korang .

Hudahh pon nak mintak maaf kalau Hudahh ade bwat salah pat korang .
Halalkan makan dan minum Hudahh ayy .
Maaf laa kalau korang pernah adeh rase kecik hati dengan Hudahh .
Hudahh taq pernah adeh niat naq bwat salah dekat korang .

Ini Special Request Untuk Si Dia
Kepade yang berkenaan , pohon maaf kalaw Hudah pernah bwat U hilang mood .
Hudahh jugak pohon maaf kalau Hudahh bwat ni semue sbelum raye .
Hudahh harap , U maafkan semue kesalahan Hudahh pat U .
Tolong halalkan makan dan minum Hudahh eh .
Ape-ape pon , Hudahh maseh anggap U seperti selalu .
Tidak akan ade ape yang boleh mengubah segale-galenye.
Selamat Hari Raye, Maaf Zahir Batin .

19 Sept 2009 - [I Can't Forget Him, I Can't.]

2009-09-19T17:18:00.003+08:00

When your loved ones doesn't bother anymore about you, you feel as though the world has stop going round and round. It shatters your heart, knowing that HE no longer loves you. How you miss all those night calls, those mushy-mushy text messages, but it doesn't bring upon any goodness because the past wouldn't come back. Those times when HE said "I will always Love you" kept playing in your mind again and again like a broken radio, but now you realised that HE will never love you till the end.

HE gave you high hopes, and HE gave you happiness that you have been longing for. Everytime when you are down, HE was there for you. Everytime when you needed him, HE was there to be with you. But, when HE soon gets bored, HE'll simply ignore you. HE won't bother to talk to you and when you do anything that's wrong in his view, HE'll call you stupid, without realising that you're actually the girl whom HE was in love with before this. Ignoring you completely, it makes you feel lost.

Then, separating begins to crawl up your way. You want to be free, but you dream of being with him. You want to forget about him, but his pictures stayed permanent in your wallet. You want to hate him, but everynight, you cuddle the bear he gave to you. You don't want him to talk to you, but everyday, you checked you phone hoping that HE sms you.

Now, when you think about it back, you begin to realise that it was actually funny thing. You begin to forget completely about him, saying that HE's of a no use to you anymore. But, are you really really sure that you no longer loves him? Am I really sure that I no longer loves him?

18 Sept 2009 - [Break Up]

2009-09-18T18:57:00.001+08:00

&& I proudly announce that we're over!

So what if You don't care about me.
I too, can make myself feel that way.
Now that I've known, it's goodbye time.
Thank You Khamarul for everything. :D

&& You're once the star, now You're just dust.

Korang tolong lah jangan marah Hudahh pasal nii .

Hudahh tawu , mesti yang marah / taq suke biler Hudahh bwat gini .

Please , Hudahh daa taqdeh mase mawu fikir nii semue .

Dunia Hudahh , Dunia Korang .

Kubur Hudahh , bukan Kubur korang .

Jadii , taqmawu naq marah .

Sorry kalaw Hudahh disappoint korang . Goodbye !

17 Sept 2009 - [Happy Birthday Atiqah Sistah]

2009-09-17T22:13:00.002+08:00

WHEEEE !~

I swear, I was having fun in school. A thumbsup for Ang/ Syaa/Eiqaa/Aurysa for being my laughing gas through out the day. Ohh, I haven't had this fun/laughters since 123654987 days ago. Hahhaa, part itu fake. But seriously though, I haven't laughed this much since longggggg ago! :D Guess what, I am down for tomorrow's concert. Basically, my job was the runner, making sure that everything goes smooothly. Butbut, the best part is that, I will be skipping class the whole day through. Taq maottttt per tuu?! Please be jealous laa people. Likewise, good lucks for Aurysa/Tianyong who is participating in the Dress Show.

Met Mimie before I attended the 'Salam Lebaran' concert rehearsal. Ayy perempuan, aqu sayang kau many many. Ohh, she bought for me my pairs of shoes for Hari Raya. Last minute kan kan? Hudahh daa adeh kasut, but then I wasn't satisfied because I wanted White shoes. And so, she offered herself by helping my buy. I am left to buy another bag. I want a white bag, I already have Red bag. Hahha! Boros kann Hudahh? Sekali sekale takpehh! Duit masokkk oiyyy! :D Then, I went for the rehearsal. I have to give that 'bunge-telur' to Mdm. Rosna! Kimakkkkkkkk!

Did I mention that yesterday's date was the SIXTEENTH? Hhahaha! Happy 4th monthsaryy ayy Sheary/Alfis. Korang last long tawukk! Takmau fight fight. And, Happy 3rd monthsary Khamarul Zakaria. And I shall not post anymore than this. Dorang kate, perkare buruk taq perlu diingatkan. Jadi, Hudahh taq mawu ingat. Hahha! Yang tawu tuu, biarlah rahsie. && Jasri, you'll hold on to it 'till the exams are over. Then, I'll have it back. I don't care. Psstttt!~ I met Yanaa yesterday! Manyakkk rindu sama itu perempuan.

Happy Birthdayy Atiqahh Sistahhhh! :D
I was very happy, when U announced that I was the first to wish you. Hhahaha! *Kening naekk*. Meanwhile, may your wishes come true. I want to see U smile everyday, I want to see U laugh everyday. Likewise, whatever the case is, Hudahh tetap sayang Atiqah. Sorry ayy, taqdeh present! Hudahh tengah kering liao! Pocket kosong! Hahha. Taqmawu marah tawukkk! And our wish, Sistahh forever kann? :D (Sistahh forever!) Sumpahh, aqu sayang kaw oiy Kawann!

15 Sept 2009 - [Convo W Kak Dayang]

2009-09-15T21:15:00.001+08:00

I was much touched by what Kaq Dayang said, when she texted me earlier. After all so long, she finally texted me back. How many pages long ayy Kaq? Hhaha! Meanwhile, thumbsup for Aqif ayy. :D

She said "Huda tkmo stress atau pkir bnyak2. Anything tt u have been thru, rileks je kay? Yannow, life is a struggle n nothing goes smooth. Theres always the ups n downs in r/s, but guys are nt really worth it of all the tears u cry fr thm. I knw ure strong n u cn tackle all this prob. Its jst the matter of time when u will let him go. Yr exams are coming n remmbr, yr priorities is yr studies, nt guys. When it comes to yr r/s prob, jst let it go. He'll cme to his senses soon, and trust me, its gona be alright. Kak daya tau yg kadang2 huda tkle tahan, bt dont rush into things. If u ask fr separation, ure the one who will suffer, nt him. Remmbr, when ure hurt, it doesnt always mean u nid a break. When ure hurt, u must wait and hold on. Huda chill, dont get stressed up. Cncentrate on yr studies, then u cn come back to this. Make sure u dont cry out or mourn abt the matter. Im telling u, its nt worth it. U cn do it. My hopes are on u."

Then I replied some stuffs to her.
She replied back "Dont worry kay? How ever tensed u are, hold on. He may nt be there fr u, bt ur frens are always there. Dont be hessitant to approach kaq daya fr anything. Im just a phnecall away. Ure strong, i knw. U cn handle ths easily. Right nw, i wnt u to 4get everything. Take it like nothing have happend. Now huda go relax, tenangkn fikiran. No use thinking abt it all over agn."

15 Sept 2009 - [Alangkah Indah]

2009-09-15T18:25:00.003+08:00

It has been a mundane day at school, with nothing much to talk about.
Meanwhile, people, I'm perfectly fine. Betol, taq bedeq.
Jadik taq perlu laa tanyer Hudahh okey ke taq setiap jam.
Okey, morning assembly sucks to the maximum while P.E, boring.
Mr. Tay was blabbering about some stupid stuffs, when he was to be blamed.
Dier yang datang class kiteh lambat, kiteh plakk yang dier salahkan.
Maths was average, I paid attention in class like some Goodgirl.
Ohh, did I mention that I've got it about that Trigonometry thingy. (?)
Wells, I was paying much attention, when I realised that it was easy.
Recess, spent time with Marissa Dear and accompanied her to the canteen.
Sat at the bridge where I shared some personal stuffs to her. :X
Blahblahblah. For Physics, we went to the Computer Lab to do some stuffs.
We were given a balloon each, and we had to burst it through a nail.
I swear, the lab was like a place for partying, even Ms Baey said so.
The girls and some particular boys were screaming on top of their lungs.
Please laa, it's just some fucking balloon that doesn't eat people.
It's just an elastic thingy, that when blown will become bigger.
Nii semue jerit-jerit, pikir balloon tuu makan orang perr? Haiyahhhh!
I was praised by Ms Liao for some couple of things, but I'm not elaborating.
We had to the comprehension passage, and Awiss just kept making stupid jokes.

I went home, A-L-O-N-E and I stayed at home all day through.
I was having a headache, and on the other hand, my stomach was IN PAIN!
And so, I took a nap/sleep but Momma woke me up halfway through.
I had a quick bite, and then went back to sleep, I don't feel well.
Ohh, I lost my English Composition, like whatthefuckkkk kan!?
Now, I have to re-do everything, all over again. CIBAI!
Wells, I'm done posting, meanwhile thanks love(s) for the listening ear.
Special mention to Adibah/Fauzee/Marissa. :D

Alangkah Indah.

14 Sept 2009 - [I'm Sick and Tired of Your Games.]

2009-09-14T18:29:00.003+08:00

I daa malas naq berbual dengan U pasal nii, sebab I tawu, at last nanti I yang saket hati. I mintak maaf, kalaw I terpakse cakap nii semue pat sini, sebab I daa taqdeh jalan laen naq berbual nan U.

Since U daa taqdeh niat naq berbual nan I lagy, lagy baekk kiteh pergi jalan masing-masing. I daa taq sanggup naq mempertahankan nii semue lagy sedangkan U sendiri, bole bwat bodoh dengan nii semue. Daa taqdeh gunenye lagy kan U? I daa penat menunggu, I daa penat memikir. U daa taq berbual nan I langsong. U tawu taq?; semakin hari U bwat I gini, I semakin saket hati. I taq pernah adeh niat naq bwat ginie, tapi I seriously daa taq tahan.

Our third monthsary is very veryyy near, yet I don't seem to be anxious about it. I'm much more sad than happy. I'm down not up. Have it ever crossed your mind how I've missed U? And how I envy other couples, who's there for each other, while here I am, crying deep in my heart. I know that this is the wrong time to say all this, but I can't it longer. I hate the fact that girls have to be weaker. I simply hates it when I get my heart broken. Because, it's already broken right now.

U pergii cari prempuan laen yang bole bwat U happy oke? U pergii cari prempuan laen yang lebeh bagus dari I oke? Ape yang I tawu, I naq pergii dari nii semue masalah. I daa taqdeh mase naq fikirkan nii semue lagy. Sememangnye I sayang kan U, tapi I rase hanye ini laa, jalan penyeselaian untuk nii semue. I sendiri daa taq tawu U maseh sayang I ke taq. Do U even LOVE me Khamarul Bin Zakaria? Because I don't think U do. Terima kasih untuk ape yang U daa berikan kepade I selame nii. Dan, I mintak maaf kalaw I pernah saket kan hati U. Don't worry ayy, everything will be over soon.

Thanks for all those greatest moment in my life. I do miss all those time when I am with You. The times when U were there for me. And the times when I got to cuddle up with U. I miss those times when we walked at Esplanade when the sun was going down and the times when U used to say U Love me. I miss the times when my lips touches yours and how u would always make me smile. But, everything will always stay like how it used to be, and U, I guess, would not be mine anymore.

Khamarul Love Shuhadah no more kan?
Kalaw gitu taqpeh laa.
Goodbye.

10 Sept 2009 - [Relinkk Me Please, Thanks! :D]

2009-09-10T18:55:00.005+08:00

dearyou--sincerelyme.blogspot.com

I was happy enough to have met Boyfriend, though only for several seconds.